Mysterious Shots神秘的镜头
Have you ever taken a picture of a naked woman? What were you thinking about at the time? About her beautiful body, her arousal? About the fact that this unique moment will forever remain in your memory and immortalize the divine body? Or maybe about the fact that many years later, looking at the photo you will feel a pleasant nostalgia? Such a feeling could cause tears in a grown man, giving him the feeling that he is a creator.
Romantic stereotypes of the work of a nude photographer are fantasies of simple dilettantes. They do not feel the fullness and thoroughness of the work. Every photograph is a promise. A promise of greatness, beauty, and uniqueness. The beauty of this profession is that dreams never come true and every time you live with one hope.
DIVIDER
These evenings all went according to plan, with years of experience generating a perfect formula for preparing for photo shoots. First, an idea, a plot, and then a long and painstaking preparation, and finally, a technical implementation of the idea. Usually, it takes at least a week to get ready. Search for the inspiring idea, purchase of thematic attributes, selection of a model, appropriate location, etc. All this for the perfect photo…
Ginger hair shimmered like a cooper next to a fire. Her body was covered with tiny freckles, and any viewer would say that her pale skin reflected light like the moon. The model was professional, no doubt. It is felt immediately. Both the girl and the photographer are used to working together, so their duet is harmonious. She knew how attractive her body was, and every graceful pose proved it. Under the sight of the camera, the girl felt like a queen, with no shadow of embarrassment from her nakedness.
This time, the shooting took place at her home. Sunlight fell on the wide bed. It was difficult to style her silk hair, naughty curls raised up after every touch. The curves of her naked body froze in anticipation of the next click of the camera shutter. The photographer was a real master, speaking rarely, and his movements were confident and accurate. Years of practice made his hand's movements precise, like a jeweler’s. The ability to feel the beauty turned the mechanical process of photo shooting into a magical dance. Each shot was tastier than the last! The photographer was sincere in his love for the model, and he allowed himself to be completely absorbed in this feeling for an hour. A photo without emotions is empty. Moreover, beauty is always in the eyes of the viewer, therefore without falling in love, even temporarily with a model, the picture will not be true.
The last photo…the last click of the shutter…was the last in her life.
START_PRO
It was morning time when a ringing phone woke up the photographer. Conciseness wasn’t clear, he felt fatigue in the muscles and a sore throat. 6.45 a.m. is a bad time for serious conversation, so he put the phone on mute, turned away from it, and dived under a blanket. Adam was a middle-aged man with a typical appearance and atypical ambitions. The dark ginger stubble hadn’t been shaved for a week, and the chair was covered with tons of clothes. The lenses with many fingerprints lay in a large cardboard box just next to him. The man with green eyes was secretive. You would never understand what he really felt; his facial expressions were always monotony.
The troubled sleep had never happened in his life. He didn't know about the existence of a conscience, and bad dreams dissolved in a second. Adam's slovenliness was successfully compensated by workaholism and perfectionism in his art. The phone kept vibrating on the edge of the snow-white curbstone for more than 10 minutes. Adam couldn't pretend he was still sleeping and began to experience inner anxiety. Rapidly he turned around, grabbed the phone, and tore out the lightning.
‟I'm listening…” – his hoarse voice was not ready for dialogue.
– “Please don't hang up the phone. I must inform you…our conversation has been recorded. I'm Sara R., a journalist from the Daily Maily, and I have a couple of questions: how long have you known Elsa?” – the journalist spoke so fast that he couldn't put at least any words in her monologue.
– “Where this strange question come from? Don't call me, I didn't give permission for the interview” – his voice finally became normal.
– “Do you know that her body was found a few hours ago?” – Sarah began to raise the tone of her voice:
– “… Do you hear me?”
– “Yes, I am listening to you... but I will not give any comments.” – Adam dropped the call and put the phone into flight mode. Then he sat on the edge of his bed and began rubbing tired, full of, pain eyes. Searching for his battered glasses on the curbstone, he breathed hard. There was a slight pain in his chest, and Adam realized that he would not fall asleep again today.
The other side of the city was already full of bustle. The cold morning was marred by the terrible news about the corpse of a beautiful, red-haired girl found in her own apartment. Presumably, the murder took place at about 2 a.m.
Her short and bright life, full of perspectives and hopes, ended with a bullet in the face. The police couldn't find any motive or logic in what had happened. Elsa didn't have any debts or enemies, didn't gamble, didn't take drugs. The door in her apartment was open, but despite that, all valuable things stayed in their places. A laptop, phone, a tablet, and 3 professional cameras were taken by the police to analyze her social connections. It was clear that the police would be busy with this case for a very long time. But the answers everyone wanted to hear now...
Max was driving a black Volkswagen GTi, the car he bought on credit, on the slippery road. Ice floes ran across the window and he had to look through them. He couldn’t waste even one minute because he needed to be faster than the police. After lighting a cigarette and opening the window, his fingers turned red in a second due to the frost. Max was tall. Typical brown-eyed handsome man with a long nose and thick dark chocolate hair. Thin fingers played with a lighted cigarette and moved it like a pendulum. It was his secret meditation which helped to keep mind calm. He had to find out the truth, find out everything first and achieve this goal at all costs. Morning traffic jams already took a place in the dark city and at the last second of the red light, Max rapidly moved forward. He drove with a certain purpose to Adam. The photographer was a famous person even in wide circles, so his address was easy to find.
Adam lived in an old, gorgeous area of the city. He bought a huge, snow-white apartment in the ancient building, but always lived alone. Very usual mass-market clothes, old sneakers and a bright, red Alfa Romeo Spider with a soft top, not new, but still attractive for those women, who don’t understand anything in expensive cars. He devoted all his life to work, so the luxurious apartment eventually turned into an ordinary bachelor hostel. Photo shootings happened every day, messages came constantly. All the models knew that even a short portfolio from Adam could change their life’s. Ladies came up with tricks and tried to get a chance for shooting, but the photographer was indifferent. He was not one of those who were easily charmed by shapes, so when he made a choice only his special preferences were important. Elsa was his favorite for the long time, but since recently, he began to notice how her inner fire disappearing from the frame and photos became more boring and mediocre.
Adam had already finished his first cup of coffee and decided to do not have breakfast this morning; he began to pick up equipment for the work. On the way to the door, he noticed that had forgotten to comb his hair and put on a red, stretched sweater. Preparing for the shooting usually took about 15 minutes, although he was sloppy, all the necessary tools were always in one place. Adam put on brown shoes with old boot socks and suddenly jumped from the unexpected sound of the doorbell. The intercom screen showed a tall man in a jacket, with a kind smile on his face.
Adam quickly opened the door, the guest stepped over the threshold and moved into the corridor.
– “Hey! I am here for a couple of minutes” ... – Max had already moved forward along the corridor and looked around inside the snow-white, half-empty apartment.
– “I'm not going to communicate with such a cad as you. I didn’t invite anyone, and you’re already inside my home. The dialogue will not work out for us.” – said Adam and stared at the floor. The shooting had to begin in 30 minutes.
– “I'm here not for rudeness. My name is Max, and I was hired by the parents of Elsa… your model who was killed yesterday, and with whom you had a long relationship. Therefore, don’t need to rush, just answer a couple of questions and go where you need to” – Max said and raised an eyebrow.
– “I have nothing to answer. I have nothing to do with this. On the way out, please.” – Adam reached the door.
– “Police will call you soon. Elsa's last tweet had a link to you. What time did you leave her yesterday?” – Max was still calm.
– “I am not going to discuss with you or anyone else such personal topics. I am a photographer and this is my job, nothing else is interesting to me.” – said Adam and opened the door.
– “You get used to flatterers who are following you and stealing everything you say for quotes. I don't care who you are, I don't care about your job. Behind all your activity I see only a tiny, greedy and cowardly man with shifting eyes. I can see your nature.” – Max increased the degree of dialogue, his face looked cold and serious.
The photographer came out of the entrance and went to his red Alfa, sorting out his workbags. Max stood near Adam, he knew for sure that this man hides something. At the last moment, he rushed to the photographer:
“Remember... you cannot get away from this, you cannot get away from yourself. Do you think you closed yourself from the world in your apartment and this behavior defends your name? There is something that you will not erase... even if you keep silent.” – Max couldn’t catch Adam's sight when he got into the car. The long day has already begun, frosty weather stepped back and gave a place for a nasty, light rain. The city seemed to be depressed, shrouded in darkness.
People, as usual on such days, behaved as strangers to each other and if a person died in the center of the street, everyone would pass by indifferently. These unpleasant circumstances only produced some difficulties for Max, who didn’t plan to give up. He knew that soon the police would take Adam under surveillance, and then he would definitely become unavailable for such dialogs.
Max chased the photographer at a distance of several cars, like in noir detectives. In fact, there was no romanticism in this, but only dirty, unpleasant work. After a couple of intersections, the photographer drove into the courtyard, where one of the largest and most respectable studios in the city was located. Adam didn’t close the car, despite his usual habit to keep it safe, he took everything valuable with him and moved to the studio.
Max stopped right at the exit around the corner and tried to catch the best moment for appearing. Snow started to fall instead of rain, Max felt how his head began to ache, there were analgesics in the glove box and Max swallowed two at once without drinking water. A couple of minutes later, he got out of the car, despite on his discreet outfit, his tall silhouette was easy to distinguish among the crowd. The front door of the building was open, the concierge didn’t even flinch when Max passed by him – the daily flow of people gave this man immunity to any sound. Near the stairs there was a glowing boards with studio numbers and those that were in work shined with a red light. The building had only three floors, but still, it was difficult for a disoriented person to find the right room. Max decided to go from top to bottom because the wet traces of different shoes led upward. Having climbed the steep and slippery steps to the third floor, he already began to think over his future speech, any word from Adam could change something, so he had to find the keywords.
From different doors it was possible to hear the pleasant sounds of camera clicking and female laughter. In the creative studios, work didn’t stop 24 hours a day. Max decided to peer into each door, but before that, he took off the jacket and with a wet hand smoothed his hair and wiped his lips. In black golf, he also looked like a model.
Carefully opening the first door, he saw a naked brown-haired woman sitting on a chair. Her long legs and luscious hips could drive even women crazy. Lounge music played loudly and nobody paid attention to the sound of the doors. The young boy tried to behave professionally and avoided flirting with the model, he looked 20 years old…
My head was still in pain, the temples felt pressure. There was a mixed smell of tobacco and aromatic incense in the corridors, which added a slight dizziness to his head. Despite that, Max was moving along the corridors, listening to laughter. Many doors were closed, this fact made the situation more complicated. But one was open... a woman photographer and a mature lady worked there. Standing in semitones of twilight, the master tried to catch the passionate mood and melancholy of her model.
At the end of the dark corridor, which looked more like a tunnel, Max heard the familiar quiet voice of Adam... Max sneaked up unnoticed and looked into the doorway. A blond nymph was posing on the sofa. Sweet like sugar. The white skin contrasted with the hot pink blush. With excitement, pink spots were visible on her body, and her pale pink nipples were swollen and raised a light piece of fabric.
Adam didn’t hesitate, tried on different lighting and dropped quite phrases, he was focused. He always took several cameras for shooting, a couple of digital and film ones. It turned out to be very difficult to choose the proper shooting angle, so most of the actions were performed by him exclusively for searching for the perfect angle, and the click of the camera sounded only a couple of times during the shooting. Glancing at his watch, Adam took the last camera out of the wardrobe and when he turned it on, the facial expression had changed in a second. Raising an eyebrow, he began to browse the gallery and totally forgot about his nymph. The pulsation of his eyes made him take off the glasses, grabbing them by the lenses.
– “Something happened?” – asked the model, her doll voice was as sweet as she was. Thin and sonorous at the same time.
– “I don’t know… I don’t understand…” Adam felt confused, looking at the camera screen.
She just nodded and lifted her chin.
– “I won't be able to work today,” – the photographer's voice went down to the lowest notes, something like that has never happened. Thoughts were in a mess, the skin started to look pale. Anyone could notice how his body began to move slightly from side to side, like a pendulum. Max watched what was happening and felt Adam's worries very well. It was so real and not veiled. On the screen, he saw something... that shocked him. Standing motionless for about 3 minutes, Max waited for this strange pause to break.
– “I won't be able to work today... let's meet another day” – Adam said in a timid whisper.
Seeing his confusion, the model just nodded and put on a purple robe, lying next to her. Max decided it was time to leave.
The photographer quickly began to collect equipment, and Max realized that it was time to leave quickly. Adam quickly packed his bags without any comments. The nymph couldn’t fasten her bra, and while stammering in her fast movements, broke the nail. The photographer hesitated and couldn’t find the jacket, the pale expression on his face gradually changed to a shameful blush.
– “I'll call you tomorrow.” – Model said quietly in her thin voice.
– “Okay.” – pulling on his jacket, answered Adam to himself.
On the stairs the photographer realized there would be no more work today. He jumped over the last two steps and ran past the concierge, who was enthusiastically watching TV.
In a big city, local news was always routine: politics, scandals, accidents. But today was a special day. All channels and news portals were overwhelmed with facts about the murder of the red-haired model. As soon as everyone was interested in this information... the same details circulated on TV, neighbors who gave interviews shared their versions.
Everything is in the best traditions of a talk show. People love quests, and the media spread tons of hypotheses. On Facebook, everyone reposted posts full of sorrow, there were also those who were sure that the beautiful Elsa deserved such tragically end. The police had already called several close friends of the model, and Adam was next in line. The shocking news devoted to the murder of a model could only compete with a political race. There was a lot of debate and political shows during the pre-election time, and nothing could stop this dirty media engine. This year, two main competitors, Nicholas S. and Marion J., were fighting. Both looked like very sweet people, it seemed that they were about to leave for a monastery from their good deeds.
Nicholas System Charitable Foundation "Come Back", as a main priority, chose to equip the army. He was a conservative person and lived in arms races and complexes. Nicholas was the personification of all the bureaucratic classic clichés. Blond with short stature and a large belly. Sometimes the buttons bounced off his shirt during debates, and this made people happy. Always sweaty with red cheeks and a little pig nose. It seemed that he had stepped out of the cartoons of the 50s. Despite on these facts, people supported him, due to his gift for finding their weakness. Charity also made a big contribution to his success. The goal was to enter the political system, and for it, he was ready to give his life.
A very fragile woman opposed him, she was not like Nikolas, didn’t look like any clichés. High and slim, smart and joyful, Marion J. enchanted people with her calmness and friendliness. Blonde-haired lady with a neat ponytail, her blue eyes radiated credibility. She always preferred light colors. Her sophisticated style has been discussed at least once by everyone. From time to time, her daily routine photos appeared in popular magazines. Men admired her pearly smile and bewitching charm, while women were delighted with her feminist nature. She was not the type of person who likes to make the loud and noisy show. Her delicate timbre of the voice showed her pedagogical education – it was easily digestible and at the same time pleasant for perception.
A sweet woman with an innate oratorical gift, she could talk for hours, and it was impossible to stop listening to her. She knew what buttons to press on in public consciousness, and after Nikolas organized a charitable foundation, she opened her own “Right to Life” in support of sick children. This was her most defining act, thanks to this step, she got the sympathy of the majority. As a result, she was no longer particularly worried about the election, although she continued to participate in electoral discussions.
Max chased Adam, looking through the blizzard, which attacked the windshield of his car with large flakes. He realized that everything he needed was in that small black camera and while Max was thinking over his plan of stilling the camera, Adam put on the headphones in the car and answered the call. Over the past hour, he received several calls from the police. If at the beginning he easily ignored them, now… after he felt better – Adam realized that avoidance would only exacerbate his insecure situation. Most of all, he worried about his name, his career and future. Therefore, after the fifth call from the police department, he agreed to visit them tomorrow morning. Today he almost lost the time due to plenty of troubles. There was no Bluetooth in the car, and every time he had to pick up the phone and call back manually. The screen showed one more unknown subscriber and 3 missed calls.
Adam dialed and heard a familiar, thin and unpleasant voice. It was the same journalist, Sarah R., with whom he had a conversation recently. The main difficulty of communicating with journalists is that they always record conversations, and any rudeness or escaping from answering can lead to suspicion or disappointment of your fans. Controlling his emotions as much as possible, Adam continued the dialogue:
– “I am driving now, it is uncomfortable for me to discuss such topics... I can only say that tomorrow I am going to the police because the investigation has already begun. According to the law, I have no right to divulge anything to you.”
– “Thanks for finding a couple of minutes. I just spoke with one of your models, she knew Elsa very well. Today she was at your shooting and told me you left without any explanation and behaved weird. Please comment on her words for our listeners, we are all waiting.” – Sarah finished her speech sarcastically.
– “Listeners? Are you already working on the radio? ” – Adam's nervous tone of laughter was obvious.
– “No, what are you... right now, we are live on YouTube and over 15,000 listeners are online. As I said – we are all waiting.” – the unkind intonation was replaced by a serious tone.
Adam hesitated, and Sarah felt this. It was the first scandal in the photographer's public life, and it couldn’t be finished so easy. During these seconds of silence, hundreds of answers came to his head, the sound of the engine and his nervous coughing was heard by everyone.
– “… Ahem… All my models know each other in some way. I don’t deny that many of them knew Elsa ... ahem ... We are all from the same swamp. My “strange” behavior, as you said...”
– “Weird...”
– “Yeah… ahem… thanks. My “weird” behavior today can be explained by big pressure on me, dozens of calls and questions I have heard from early morning. I'm not a detective or a police officer. I'm just a photographer – this is my job and I do it.”
– “Thank you for your attention to our channel, I hope we will meet with you soon for a longer interview. You can say a few words to our listeners!” – Sarah's voice sounded fervently and optimistic again.
– “Hmm ... I don’t know how to speak beautifully, everything that I want to show I do through the camera, so I am grateful to each of my followers for supporting my work.” – the fear gradually went away, Adam almost calmed down. Rapidly, the connection was interrupted. By this time, he had almost arrived at the place.
The Küsse coffee shop was located very far from the center of the city. Both young lovers and married couples usually meet there. Each table was in a separate area behind the curtains. Quiet place with a classic German interior, where no one was noisy and was busy exclusively with his own business.
Adam didn’t park in front of the entrance, although there were plenty of empty seats. He drove into the depths of an old, half-ruined courtyard, where almost everything was covered with snow. Max kept his distance and decided to wait when the photographer would come out. The area looked very ordinary, the houses were old and fragile... it was difficult to imagine that he could work here. In the meantime, the weather was getting worse and the frost became insufferable. Max had to keep the heater working all the time, and the air inside the car was stifling. He wanted to leave this stuffy space even more, because felt very sick. Max opened the window a little and the car turned into the cold place in a couple of minutes.
Adam had already entered the central door of the café with a laptop and a camera around his neck. Max got out of the car and quickly ran to the door. The porch was slippery, and he flew about half a meter on it, but luckily didn’t fall down. He felt a cramp in his legs and slowly opened the door.
It was very hot in the room, the heaters were working at full capacity, and the sweet smell of vanilla and baked buns surrounded a bunch of visitors. In the center of the hall there was one lovely girl-waiter who immediately suggested sitting in a cozy "gazebo". Max took off his jacket and ran a hand through his thick, brown hair.
She bent over to him and offered drinks. Max glanced at her. Light blond, fragile with ash-gray eyes, graceful clavicle were visible through an unbuttoned shirt. The slightly weathered hands were thin and elegant. “Why do such women work as waitresses?” – flashed in his head.
Max ordered a latte and the sweet girl disappeared. He pushed one-half of the dark curtain at the side and easily scanned the room. The music was too intrusive and loud, although some kind of lounge was playing. It was necessary to understand exactly where Adam was sitting. He got up and quickly went to the bar, where the same girl was already making coffee for him. Apparently, there were no staff in the café at all.
– “Sweetie, may I ask you... turn down the music. I have a strong headache”, – Max smiled and gave her 10 euros.
His snow-white smile drove many women crazy. He always treated them with slight disdain, and this attitude brought him even more success. The waitress took the money, gave a charming smile and reduced the music to a minimum. He returned to his seat and continued to listen to every sound of the small coffee shop. “Sweetie” brought a latte with a small meringue.
At that moment, Adam came out and shuffled very close to Max in the direction of the toilet. It was a chance. Max pushed the girl away and some milk spilled onto the brown, shabby table. The curtain of the photographer's gazebo was open, there was no one inside. Just a laptop and a camera on the table. Max quickly ran up, took the camera and very carefully pulled out the memory card, holding his breath. This was not the first time he had done such things, but for some reason today he had a slight tremor in his hands. After quickly returning to the table, Max drank a large glass of latte in several gulps, holding the card tightly between his fingers. He remembered the photographer's reaction very clear: confusion and fear. Whatever it was, Max was now the owner of the situation. Adam, on the contrary, became more vulnerable and, probably, was ready to admit his guilt.
The laptop was in the car, so there was no sense to staying in the coffee shop. Max put on his dark jacket and threw the meringue into his mouth, it was the freshest piece, didn't even crunch. Beneath the meringue was a small note from the waitress with a phone number. Max smiled a little, he put the note in his pocket and went to the exit. The waitress was no longer in the hall.
There was an old laptop in the car, and he decided to check the memory card immediately. Falling into the driver's seat, Max first found in his inner pocket a crumpled pack of cigarettes – took one of them and made a very deep breath of thick smoke, then opened the laptop with his left hand.
The car started to work with an unpleasant knock under the hood. Max inserted a memory card into his laptop and waited when the gallery window would appear. The old computer hummed and worked really slowly. Finally, a small window was displayed, one click and the whole screen was littered with photos of the naked Elsa... These were not her classic model pictures, they were alive and different: naked, selfies, in a country house, in the pool, with a friend and... a video with Adam.
The photographer had always preferred to stay on the other side of the lens… it was evening about half a year ago. Naked, Elsa lay on a white, crumpled bed with her legs wide apart. Her long hair covered her chest and shoulders, she was literally wrapped in them. Like a butterfly chrysalis that dreamed of breaking free in sexual ecstasy. Only Adam's heavy breathing was possible to hear on the recording. He put his hand along her hip and grabbed tightly. Elsa began to masturbate with her long fingers, her soft moans impressed much more than louder screams.
She slowly put her fingers into herself, and Adam silently filmed what was happening. Her face flushed with a soft pink blush, and her body began to tremble. He filmed everything and Elsa was very artistic. After the first orgasm, her back arched and pressed her hips tightly. Adam bent down with the camera and pulled aside Elsa’s knee. He put the camera on her stomach and said quietly: “Be careful, don't drop it”. The recording continued, now the shooting was only from one angle. The camera moved with her breathing and only captured the trembling chest... Hard pink nipples jumped up and down and although Elsa tried to stabilize the camera on herself, nothing came of it. Adam bent over her pussy and slowly licked her labia in one movement. They were so juicy and wet, he swallowed her gently like a peach. Her moans became louder. If you heard them from the side, you would think that the girl is crying. Finally, the camera fell and the last thing that was visible on the recording was a piece of wall with pale yellow wallpaper.
Anger grows up inside Max, he tightened cheekbones with nervousness. It's impossible to forgive the one who took her life, her youth and beauty. Adam caused even more disgust for himself with his coldness and indifference to Elsa. He lowered the glass, took a note from the waitress out of his pocket, then crumpled it up with one hand and threw it on the fluffy snow.
He was staring ahead, into emptiness. A passing black Mercedes brought him back to reality. He did not stop far from him and a tall woman in a warm sky-colored coat and a black scarf on her head got out of the car. He saw only part of her face, but immediately recognized her... it was that same Marion J…Nicholas S ran after her, quickly moving his short and fat legs. Their driver turned off the engine and stayed inside. What are all these people doing in a place like this?
For about an hour, Max sat in the car and waited for someone to appear. There was only one cigarette in the pack, and sunset was approaching. He opened the door and began to search with a flashlight from the phone for the note with the phone number. He found it on the snow exactly in the same place where he threw it. He picked it up and gently unrolled it with his fingers. The ink was smeared, but the number was possible to read. He called her:
– “Good evening, Sweetie ... We saw each other just an hour ago.” – Max desperately tried to imitate interest.
– “How nice that you called so quickly.” – Her voice was soft and gentle, the same as her face.
– “I wanted to invite you to dinner tomorrow, but there is one condition.” – Such offers have always attracted the interest of young women.
– “I wonder what condition do you mean?”
– “I'm kidding ... no conditions, one small request. Recently, two people came into a café... did they sit down at the table together?” – Max asked tenderly.
– “They both sat down at the table with a man in glasses...” – the waitress said, covering the phone with her hand.
– “Thank you, I'll call you tomorrow.” – Max sharply cut off the dialogue, without saying “goodbye” to his lady.
It became completely dark outside, the snow stopped falling. A strong, sharp wind appeared. A sore throat together with a morning headache were exhausting. Max started to get sick. Breathing became hot, joints filled with pain, but nothing of this mattered.
He had to finish what he started. Find something common between all these facts. About 3 hours, he spent in the car, at some point he fell asleep. He could hear voices and cars passing by indistinctly. His legs were numb, his body twitched with sharp nervous movements, preventing him from falling asleep deeply. He tried to overcome his tiredness and watched the door.
The door opened, Marion and Nicholas got out together and called for the car.
Max once again recognized her face through the light of the night lanterns, it was definitely her. Although his car was pretty far, Marion glanced at him for just a second.
Max waited for the Mercedes to hide in the dim light of the lanterns. The throat began to ache strongly, and nausea appeared. He reminisced that he had not eaten anything all day. He felt sorry for Elsa, sorry for her beauty. It’s a pity that someone decided to steal it for himself. Now only photos remained. Max felt the clothes on his skin more and more, the temperature rose. The eyes began to ache. He felt fatigue very often, especially recently.
Insomnia and headaches became a habit. Sleepiness after sleepless nights was a permanent state of mind. Every morning, after 3–4 hours of sleep, Max took a shower and “made a face” – as he liked to say. There were always a lot of beauty products and patches in the bathroom. Once he also tried to earn money as a model, but gave up after the first refusals. After several months of depression, he decided to leave attempts to earn money with his "face" and just take care of it. This compromise represented his narcissistic nature in the clearest way. Sometimes he read about metro sexuality in articles, tried to find the reasons for his loneliness. He had never loved anyone; however, he could perfectly support this illusion.
It didn’t bother him a lot, it was just curious to know why he was different from other people. This was probably the only thing they had in common with Adam.
That evening, Max, despite his disgusting body condition, was determined to see everything till the end. He ate several more pills against headache; put them in his mouth with one move, as usual, without drinking water. Suddenly, the headlights of Adam's car hit his eyes. The photographer drove out of the yard, and it was clearly visible how he inserted the headphones into his ear.
A minute later, Max chased him.
Adam's screen again showed a few missed calls; the flight mode on the iPhone was permanent in his life. He didn’t like loud noise and bustle, but always dreamed, made plans and ignored everything that was happening around. Despite his creative profession, he was always very rational. He had many women, met with them when he was in the appropriate mood, but unfortunately, it rarely visited him. Elsa, like many others, showed sympathy for him. She was never honest enough for showing this interest.
... Apparently, because of fear to scare him away. Therefore, everything was limited to silly jokes and slight excitement from nude filming. Adam always felt annoyed by positive and loud women. This joyful attitude created a sharp contrast with his pragmatism, in simple language – didn’t excite. Laughter and fun were not sexy, he would never feel interest in such a woman. He was always attracted to the cold, earthly and silent. Every day, Adam was called on dates. In his youth, he could intelligently refuse or simply endlessly postpone the meeting, but with age this need disappeared and was replaced by total ignorance.
The same thing happened on that cold, disgusting evening. Three missed messages from different models and one SMS from Sarah R.:
“Good evening, Adam. I wanted to invite you for an interview tomorrow at any time.
This will take about an hour. Questions only about your creativity, I promise)
Call me.
Sara R.”
Adam hesitated for a second, but eventually dialed the number. Her show was very popular, therefore despite the level of stress, many guests agreed to visit it. Everyone wanted to get a piece of public attention.
– “Hello Sarah. I would like to discuss the interview in advance. You must promise me that you will abstain from provocations; in this case I am all yours.” – Adam said in a tired voice.
– “I guarantee it to you. It was my old plan to call you. What kind of questions you would like to discuss? I will prepare everything in the best way.” – The journalist asked quietly and professionally.
– “Hmm… ask me about my exhibition next week, it might be interesting…” – Adam's voice became happier for a second.
– “Are you going to organize such an event despite the recent murder?” – Sarah asked in amazement.
– “Yes… this is my job. By the way, let's agree about 4. It would be a perfect time.”
– “No problem, Adam, if it is comfortable for you. I'll call you a little later for confirmation.” – the network began to disappear, her last phrase he didn’t hear.
Confident in his tomorrow's success, the photographer turned into the industrial zone. The dark streets were as depressing as possible, only a couple of lanterns worked in the entire area. It was impossible to meet even one person. In a minute, the heavy falling snow turned into a blizzard, which paralyzed activity on the road.
Photophobia began to disturb more and more – a clear sign of high fever. The glare of the headlights hurt his eyes and the pain became intensive. He had to hold on. Max's car was difficult to hear, the local radio wave worked. Political advertisement between songs, forced to feel nausea. And then again...:
“The Right to Life Charitable Foundation” gave another child a chance for a happy life...
Max turned off the sound. How could be such serious people connected to the photographer? What might they have in common? The fact that Marion was together with her main opponent, Nikolas, didn’t surprise at all. This only confirmed Max's theory that all political battles are just a thoughtful spectacle. In real life, such people drink coffee together and agree on mutually beneficial deals, it can even contain some romantic.
Adam stopped near a large pavilion where it was easy to see light. All of this made Max to feel more nervous. The darkness, the pavilion... The wind was getting stronger, and the snow again crackled on the windshield. He stopped right next to the main entrance. The curbs were completely covered with snow.
Adam got out of the car, hung a camera on himself. His snow-white skin burned from frost, his cheeks immediately became red. He bent down for taking a laptop from the backseat; the back was very visible. Adam wore things for at least 5 years and in most cases, they didn’t fit him. He closed the car, made a couple of steps and knocked on the shabby metal door twice.
Max turned off the headlights and engine. He watched the bustle of the photographer, then quietly left without closing the door because it didn’t want to produce any sound. As soon as the creak of the lock of the old door was possible to hear, Max shouted as loud as he could:
– “Stop!”
He realized that he would wait for him for several hours, but obviously, he didn’t have the strength for this. The temperature was higher than 38 C, and the only thing he wanted at those moments was to get money and go home to sleep.
Adam turned around and flinched, Max ran straight at him, looking into his eyes. The photographer took a couple of frightened steps back. He was not a conflict person, and such stresses usually caused a panic attack. Max was taller, so he looked down at Adam, grabbing the collar of his jacket.
– “How do you explain her photos on your memory card?!” – Max pulled him up, the seam of his jacket started to crack.
– "Um ... how?" What photos? I ... don't know anything.” – Adam whispered.
– “So ... either we solve this issue here and now, or I sell this information to all the media in the country. The fact that this is your memory card will be visible on the security cameras in the coffee shop.” – Max pulled him higher, while the photographer closed his eyes from fear of an occasional punch.
– “Ahem… ahem… well, I'll give it all. No need to call anywhere, please... ahem. I have money.”
Max dropped him down. From adrenaline, pain was replaced by joy, a wave of energy ran through the body and added strength. In 10 seconds, it was necessary to formulate the demanding and conditions. There was chaos in his head. Take money from the person who is the first suspect in the murder? Why not ... Max was never ambitious. This would solve many of his problems. Most of all, he just wanted to get away from this eternal darkness, cold and debt. Removed old skin from himself and felt like a different person. At least not for a long time to forget this city, the news and this damned hangar. All melancholic thoughts he quickly threw away, like annoying flies. A cold wind with snow blew through the collar of the jacket and gave him a feeling of freshness.
– “20,000 euros in cash, and we will never see each other again.” – Max rubbed his chapped lower lip.
– “This is all my savings... ahem... I recently bought an apartment... ahem. Exhibitions have not finished yet... that's all I have. Let's at least 15, you will not sell information for such an amount?” – Adam took a step back and, despite his fear, decided to bargain a little.
– “18 and I smash your brazen face. It will give me the smallest satisfaction.” – Max's eyes sparkled wildly. It was obvious that he was not joking.
– “Okay, okay… ahem… only tomorrow, I don’t have that kind of cash.” – despite the winter frost, Adam's forehead was covered with sweat.
– “You know that I will find you... Deadline is tomorrow afternoon.” – Max's voice sounded lower and lower. The rude conversation was similar to cheap American movies, only in this case they both wanted to leave quickly.
– “Well, um... tomorrow one of my models will come and bring everything ... um ... write me the address. But will you give me the card? Is this all fair?” – Adam began to talk a little louder.
– “To be honest ... I want to get out of here.” – Max stepped away from the photographer and walked to his car, looking around nervously.
Adam felt paralyzed, thin flakes of snow were falling on his beard and immediately melted. He didn’t have time to understand how he trapped in such a situation. Unsociable, non-conflict... got into a big problem. The only hope was Max's promise, although it was funny. Will an unfamiliar, sneaky person tell the truth? Will he give him the card? Will he multiply it?
A difficult situation, although Max's sickly appearance brought a confidence that he was honest, it was possible to believe in his frankness. Adam waited a little and knocked on the metal door several times, suddenly somebody opened it for him.
Max shouted from the car:
– “I'll send an SMS!” – and exhausted, pulled the open door.
Adam stood in the darkness near the shabby door and watched how the car moved away. Max realized that the photographer was a nervous and selfish person.
Highly unlikely that he will be able to lie tomorrow, too high risk of losing a good name. Adam understood the price of popularity very well, he dreamed about glory and the world's admiration. Brawlers and freaks were inferior to him, they are not really popular... they are nobody, and society will throw them away very fast. For the photographer, the main fear was to mix his name with any scandals, to take the viewer away from the main thing – to become a media prostitute or even worse, a blogger.
Max quickly drove to the house; it was a miracle that he didn’t get into an accident. He hardly kept his eyes open, the fever was growing, and his stomach was full of pain. Entering his rented apartment, he took off his jacket, golf and jeans right in the hallway. Max threw his things sloppily on the floor and went to the bath ...turned on the hot water and began to wash his face nervously... the water was getting hotter until it became almost boiling. He felt burning in his hands because of the water, but still made additional movements, and then ran his wet hands several times through his hair.
Looking at the reflection, Max saw a pale face with red, chapped lips. His back ached, and he wanted to lie down as fast as it was possible, but the stomach would not have allowed to rest, it spasms grew more and more, so Max decided to cook at least "quick" oatmeal.
The Chinese plastic teapot was boiling while he poured one bag of porridge into a mug and added more water than needed. His mind was already far away from this place, somewhere on the shore of the island. After eating a couple of spoons, he went to his crumpled jacket and took an iPhone to text the photographer.
Texted the address in one sentence, he ate three more spoons of oatmeal, which looked like soup, and went with the phone to the only room in the apartment. Typical bachelor hole. The room had a large bed, a small wardrobe, a desk, and an old office chair. In some places, the wallpaper began to recede, but Max didn’t care at all.
It was cool in the apartment, and he pulled on two warm blankets. As soon as his head touched the pillow, he instantly fell into a deep sleep. Max fell asleep feeling completely satisfied and calm for the first time in a long time.
There were no dreams, only the anticipation of a reward for the stress he experienced. In his sleep, he coughed a little, his nose was stuffed up. He bent his legs and slept in blankets covered with his head in the fatal position. This was one of the few nights when he didn’t wake up from extraneous sounds or bad dreams.
Max usually woke up at 8 am. He had breakfast, blasting his abs, jumping rope and made masks for his face. Only after this morning routine he started to work. It was always important for him don't break the course of actions repeated many times. A permanent schedule developed for many years. But this morning, he woke up from the doorbell ...
The clock in the room showed 10:05. He surprisingly flinched, picked up the phone – it was empty. The doorbell call was very intrusive. Max jumped up and put on an old, blue robe that had hung on the back of the chair for a week. Walking on the cold floor, he looked into the intercom. On the screen, he noticed a cute little brown-haired woman in a jacket with a thick fur collar. Max tried the handle and realized that he had slept all night with an unlocked door. The woman entered:
– “I woke you up, as I can see. Sorry, Adam asked me to bring you a package, take...” – the girl's face shone with a smile, she had no idea what was in the package.
– “Thank you, pretty. I'm already awake...” – Max carefully took the package.
– “I need to take some card from you…” – the beauty said, smiling, flapping her long, painted eyelashes.
– “Yes ... a second” – Max began to search in the pockets of his jacket lying on the floor. The girl was a little embarrassed, a strange situation. On the second try, he found it in his inner pocket and gave it to the girl with the words: – “Thank you.”
The girl took the card, smiled adorable and turned to the door.
Max went to the kitchen. He pressed the button of the kettle, sat down on a chair and cut the black bag with the first short knife that came across. There really was money, packed neatly. He turned the bag over and threw everything on the table. Counting the money, he exclaimed joyfully. It was clear that such an amount of money would not change life. But, for him, that was the starting point. The main thing was his opportunity to leave, although he had one more thing to do... he quickly drowned out any thoughts about him. It didn't matter anymore, everything didn't matter...
The amount was accurate, no cheating. Max decided to make himself a coffee with lemon due to such occasion. The cold didn’t bother him so much, he didn’t feel the temperature, only the throat was burning from the inside. Coffee was ready in 10 minutes. He poured coffee in a large, white cup and decided to take the cigarette from his pocket. The jacket was still on the floor. The cigarette was broken, so he had to break it in two halves.
The kitchen step by step was filling up with smoke. Max was happy and calm. In complete silence... and absolute relaxation. Plans for the future captured all his thoughts. Max raised his legs and reached his jacket lying on the floor, holding a cigarette in his teeth.
Finding yesterday's note with the waitress's number at the bottom of his pocket, he carefully unfolded it and finally hung his jacket and jeans on a hook. He put a cigarette in yesterday's mug with half-eaten porridge and went to look for a telephone. He sat down on a chair again, hesitated a little in his thoughts, and dialed the number. At the same time, the doorbell rang...
Max quickly dropped the call, put the money back in the black bag, and left it behind the curtain on the kitchen sill. The call was getting more and more insistent. He tied a robe, turned on the intercom and froze in complete shock. On the other side was the well-known Marion J.
He carefully opened the door, which was still unlocked.
Marion came and looked at Max in total silence. She was insanely cute in a long powdery coat with a beige suit, and pointed stiletto heels with milky color. Then Max caught himself thinking that he hadn’t even taken a shower today, which made him feel uncomfortable.
– “I didn't think we knew each other.” – Max said loudly, trying to make an awkward joke.
– “We don’t know each other, dear. I took your contact because I need to find out something...” – Marion narrowed her foxy eyes.
– “You know ... I don't want to get into anything now, I wanted to go on vacation.” – He said timidly.
– “I am sure after working for me, you would have enough money for a new apartment. I appreciate my people and those who work well. Moreover, this is a serious matter.” – Marion moved into the kitchen without taking off her shoes or even taking off her coat.
Max followed her and there was a feeling that he was her guest. Her strong energy filled the entire space. She carefully sat on the chair and crossed her legs. Marion noticed the mess on the table and looked around the kitchen. Max began to clear the space. The note with the waitress's number was right in front of her.
– “What's this?” Asked Marion in a low voice.
– “Uh… just rubbish.” – He swiped the note with all the other crumbs off the table and threw it into the trash bin.
– “May I offer you some coffee? I just prepared it... if you like coffee with lemon, of course.” Max asked and looked straight in her eyes.
– “Why not ... I love everything unusual.”
Almost spilling coffee, Max put the cup on the table. Marion was beautiful even at this time of day. And although she was not young, her inexplicable warm magnetism attracted everyone. She took a sip, a nude lipstick stamped on the mug. It was difficult to tell if she liked the coffee or not.
Finally, she began to tell about the main reason for her visit... It was a fifteen-minute monologue, in which it was not possible to add any comment. She didn’t ask, but rather commanded what to do. She would not be a tolerant to refusal, and Max had to listen as if hypnotized. Towards the end of her story, he caught himself thinking that the matter of her visit was a little strange. He began to wake up a little and seemed to come out of a trance. Marion asked him to steal some papers from Nicholas, told that his fund was created only for money laundering and many more strange facts.
Why would such a famous woman, who knew the completely political “kitchen” from the inside, come to the edge of the city to ask for the help of an amateur detective? Max glanced at the empty pack of cigarettes, and Marion reached into the pocket of her fur coat.
– “Should I buy you?” – holding out a pack of cigarettes, she asked.
– “I will not refuse;” – Max pulled out one cigarette and moved his hand to the windowsill for a lighter. After lighting a cigarette and taking a deep breath, he asked: “Won't you keep me company?”
– “I gave up smoking yesterday.” – Marion said, changing her tone to a quiet
She kept talking, mostly about nothing. About politics, about elections, about how many people want to use her name, although she tried to do everything honestly, unlike many. Suddenly, Max coughed, simultaneously trying to apologize. He ran to the sink and started drinking water straight from the tap. The cough only became more intensive, his eyes began to darken, and the back of his head covered a cold sweat. He held on to the sink with both hands and could not say a word, only wheezed heavily.
– “I see you don’t feel good. You have spent a lot of time outside in cold weather.” – it happens. “It’s seems you need to lie down.”
He closed his eyes and slowly plunged into darkness. Through the pain and convulsions, he heard someone entering a house and through the veil, he could see a man in a cap. In the distance, Max heard the clatter of Marion's heels. What was he thinking about at that moment? That he would never go to the ocean? About not talking to the waitress? Or why did they this to him? Although, Max did not think about the last question if only because it was his fake name.
Hearing his iPhone ring for the last time, his heart stopped. She was cute… those waitress ...
THREE DAYS BEFORE...
Elsa was frivolous and had an easy attitude to all matters, even connected with her work. Probably, lack of concentration and infantilize obstructed her career. A cheerful, energetic and procrastinating girl he used as a desirable object for men. Her modeling career began as suddenly as her life ended. Someone recommended her to one photographer, then to another, and by the end of the month, she had a portfolio, although with low-quality pictures. Chip shots, a few nudity photos bordering on pornography... all for paying the bills. She was not sensitive; that was her strong side.
About Adam, she got information from one of the models, whose career went uphill just after his photo shoots. Because everyone knew if Adam took a few pictures of the girl, it meant that there was something special in her. Even some modeling agencies listened to his choice. He really had exquisite taste. He always chose tall, slender and long-haired. Any tuning was disgusting and took long hours of retouching.
Elsa wrote to him on Instagram for about a month. She sent all the photos she had, begged for a meeting. After a long silence, she changed her tactics a little and began to idolize his creative skills, which made his style so recognizable. When hope was almost at zero, she wrote:
It is a pity that I cannot interest you. It would be a great honor for me to work with you. And a reason for pride. Maybe you will agree for commercial shooting. Write your price, I am ready for anything.
After a couple of days, she finally saw the long-awaited “hello”.
He worked really as a professional of high-class and never wasted time; all empty conversations chased the goal of relaxing the model. It is unlikely that he was interested in someone. They quickly found a common language, for this was enough to do what he said.
A couple of times in his life, Adam organized random photo shootings, after all, posing was definitely the same skill as shooting and not all models accomplish this task perfectly. Elsa had obvious talent, and although she was young and inexperienced at posing, she had a good sense of the camera and knew her best sides. Adam gently called her Bird. Because of her high emotionality and fuss.
He evoked certain feelings in her, it was difficult to call “love”... rather, just accumulated admiration that couldn’t find a way out. It’s easy to get confused among these feelings. She had huge debts at the very beginning, but the more she worked with Adam, the more job offers she received.
Three days before her murder, there was another shooting. On that day, Adam wanted to take a series of casual photos in bed, showed how she was playing with her luxurious ginger hair. All this happened in her apartment, on a large bed with a thin green blanket. The evening was very usual, and the work went well before one of his cameras ran out of charge.
Adam felt displeased and put the camera to charge at the nearest socket, then took another one for work. Elsa's thoughts were far away, she kept thinking about how to correctly tell him about her sympathy, how to invite him on a date, but couldn’t find the right words. They spent time at his events several times, but it meant nothing to him. Their one-time sex for some reason, made the distance between them bigger, and she felt how Adam slowly lost interest in her. With any scenario in her head, he ran away from her apartment in horror, and then didn’t respond to messages. That is why she decided to just keep quiet. Let everything stay without changes.
His iPhone was on the chair next to the mirror and flashed endlessly with bright signals. The first 30 minutes, he successfully ignored it, but then he suspected something serious. Adam waved Elsa from top to bottom, in their language it meant relax, then took the phone and went out into the corridor. Elsa, lying on the bed, heard a low female voice from the mobile phone, and short answers of Adam. Then he returned to the bedroom and began to collect cameras.
– “Don’t be upset, Bird, the day after tomorrow we will finish shooting. I have to go, I'm sorry.”
– “Please don't forget about me.” – said Elsa with her charming smile.
She put on a white silk robe, which was a little electrified by her naughty hair and stuck to the back. Adam put on his jacket, and she opened the tight lock with three turns. When he was leaving the apartment, Adam smiled and said “good bye”. Elsa locked the door. After returning to the room, she took off her robe. She liked to walk naked. She sat on the bed with her legs and looked at the laptop. Suddenly, she noticed one of the cameras that Adam forgot in the room. With childish curiosity, she took it and opened the gallery.
There were last photos of her. For some reason, they were a little worse than usual, the extra 3 kg were clearly visible and Elsa vowed to herself to go on a diet. She sat down on the bed and began to scroll further... So many mediocre girls, faceless, flat… much worse than her. She checked the frames one by one until the pictures turned black and white. They were completely different from his classic works. A strange shabby room with a dim lamp and a naked woman in a leather mask. She was wearing a harness and high heels. These pictures were definitely not art, it were total vulgarity. The model didn’t cover intimate areas as usual. The chest was clearly visible, the legs were wide apart. It was impossible not to notice her vulgar shapes.
In the third photo, she was already without a mask, standing on all fours…Elsa's face froze in shock. She recognized her. This was Marion J., for sure.
Elsa kept scrolling further, all doubts disappeared. The central political person of this city turned out to be a simple pervert. “Oh, you slut” – Elsa whispered softly. Adam didn’t deny any work, he never let money passed by and skillfully adjusted his talent to any circumstances.
Elsa took the phone and quickly dialed her lover, Michael. Among their common interests were sex and the thirst for easy money. They were both beautiful, young and endlessly greedy. It is a pity that there was no love between them, they were much too similar to each other. They met about a year ago in a bar, when he came up to her and said: “hello, Sweetie”.
He was tall, very handsome, seductive and arrogant. He liked to introduce himself by different names. Alex, Leo, Max were the holy trinity of his favorites, although his name was Michael according to his passport. Perhaps he was hiding from someone or simply suffered from a pathological desire to deceive and always easy communicate with girls.
She told him everything, because felt a perspective in her unexpected find. During the conversation, Michael was laconic and offered to meet tomorrow. As soon as Elsa finished talking, the doorbell rang. She felt how pressure rose and panic became obvious. She had to make a decision. Under the bed, together with the trash, lay her old camera and the doorbell rang intrusively, at this moment she decided to change memory cards. There was a glass of water on the floor net to the bed, she poured it on her chest, put on a robe, and put Adam's camera back on charging. Opening the heavy door, she made a surprised face:
– “I was in the shower, something happened?” – Adam stood in front of her with red cheeks and heavy breath. It was clear that he ran up the stairs.
– “I forgot my camera, Bird... bring it to me.” – exhausted, tenderly, said Adam.
Elsa smiled and tried to hide a tremor in her hands, she brought his camera back. Adam thanked her and ran downstairs in a hurry. She just hoped that Adam would not turn the camera today.
The next day, she and Michael looked at the photos and discussed the blackmail plan. There were many options: to print and drop the pictures secretly to Marion J, Michael could introduce himself as a courier. Alternatively, try the role of a detective and earn money with Marion for information about the blackmailer. All his versions led to the fact that he would take the card. Elsa didn't like it. She knew that he would leave her at any moment just to make money on his own. Their meeting ended with a conflict, eventually Michael put his hands thought his hair and left in a bad mood.
Elsa returned home and didn’t speak to anyone all day. She thought over how to carry out this plan alone. Long hours of reflection, there was no need to call Michael, he could ask for money... She went to the main page "Right to Life" on the internet, where she assured that all mail was personally responded to by Marion J. Then, closer to night, she decided to write a letter from the newly registered mailbox and attached a photo:
“Good evening, I know how this letter will upset you, but I think you don't want problems. I don’t feel any hate to you personally, I just want to come to an agreement. I'll send you my number later.”
Falling asleep that night, Elsa looked forward to negotiations, thought about how much she might get. Unfortunately, her limited mind and narrow way of thinking played a bad game with her. A day later, after the last photo shooting with Adam, she would die.
Marion J. was an overbearing woman, and everyone feared and respected her. She would never show any dirt for no reason, but if the reason were serious, she would burn everything around. When people talk about authority, they usually don’t realize the seriousness of its scale. Power loses its charm if it is not abused. Who is a domineering person? The one who keeps everything under control, and it is better to stay away from competitions with such a person because you will always lose. Marion had connections everywhere: in the police, in the courts, witnesses were bought and sold. But she never used her power madly, everything was planned, and she would never take an emotional, useless step.
That night the doorbell rang, Elsa didn’t sleep and quickly stood up. She didn’t have an intercom; So she waited when on the other side somebody introduced himself as a policeman. She opened the door and saw a short, thin man in a mustard-colored cap. She was very frightened by his cold, empty eyes, and she instinctively felt like a victim. Elsa was numb and afraid to move, this man smelled dangerous even with his hands behind his back. He stepped over the threshold, closed the door, and raised his left hand… Elsa saw a gun with a silencer. The man grabbed her by the neck with his right hand, but didn’t squeeze. Putting a gun to her temple, he quietly asked with an absolute poker face: where did she hide the photos? Elsa began to choke with panic; she realized that it would not be easy to get out.
She just pointed her finger at the switched laptop lying on the blanket. The man asked her to lie on the bed and not move. “If I hear from you even a sound, you are dead” – he said in a whisper with an arrogance. The gun was still in his hand; he sat down in a chair and put the laptop on his knees. After about 3 minutes, the man took out the card, put in the pocket of his old jeans and closed the laptop. He sat down, relaxed in a chair and sniffed.
– “That’s all?” – suppressing hysterical shortness of breath, asked the model.
– “Yes…” the man in the cap shut his lips and suddenly shot her in the face.
The green bedspread became burgundy every second, more and more.
A man in a cap left the apartment with a completely empty soul. He didn’t feel empathy for anyone, but simply did his job as a machine. Having stepped over the threshold, he left the apartment door opened and silently went downstairs. At about 5 am an old neighbor from the upper floor, or to be precise – his dog, found her. On the way down, the dog smelled something and moved to the open door. Later, the police will talk with all the neighbors and write down in the protocol that they all slept and didn’t hear anything, and the old woman who lives next door is insane.
Marion left Michael's apartment with complete peace in her heart. She knew from the very beginning who he was and what he could do in theory. Adam told her that he gave Michael the money because the blackmailer attacked him, but Marion didn’t say a word to him.
An hour later, Marion was at the new location for the shooting. Today she was a model again. It was very cold in the shabby hangar, and there were heaters around. Marion did her hair with a fleece for a very long time. Two knocks on the door... a man in a cap opened the creaking door. Adam arrived with all the cameras and in a good mood. Smiling sincerely, he said “hello” and began to expose the lights. Then Marion drew his attention to a small sofa next to him, on which was a black bag with money.
– “This is yours...” – Adam felt an incredible emotional orgasm. Marion had sincere sympathy for him.
– “Thank you very much... you know, since now, I will take photos of you for free. You solved so many of my problems. Especially with the police today.” – First time on the face of Adam was possible to see the real joy.
– “No, I'll pay. There is no enthusiasm for free work”. – She said with humor.
Adam continued to adjust the light when Marion came close to his back and lightly touched his neck. The photographer didn’t expect such close contact and was embarrassed.
– “This is also yours.” – Marion opened her hand, there was a memory card in her palm. – “I appreciate my people, so don’t upset me anymore.” – Her tone was extremely serious.
Adam swallowed nervously and said:
“Never again… ahem… thanks.”
The shooting started and took over an hour. Today she was completely naked with voluminous hair and dark lipstick.
On the way back in his red Alfa Romeo, Adam suddenly understood everything. Realized in what trap he fell, what a terrible story he was dragged into. Unexpectedly for himself, he reminisced Michael's phrase: “There is something that you will not erase anymore”, – he heard Michaels voice in his memory. Since now, he can’t refuse Marion. He finally became “her man”. After thinking about this for about 10 minutes, he quickly throws away the annoying thoughts. The phone was calling, it was Sarah R. He didn’t even have time to say hello, Sarah already started to chat:
– “Good afternoon, Adam! Do you remember that we have an interview in 2 hours? How are you?” – She asked in a cheerful manner.
– “What are you… of course I haven't forgotten. I will be in time. Everything is great. – The word “everything” meant the permanent state of Adam's mind.
– “I am not recording this conversation. I have a special offer for you”... – Sarah began to behave as a sneaky fox.
– “What is it?” – The photographer asked with interest.
– “Everyone knows that you are the last one who took pictures of Elsa. Can you sell these sources to our agency? We'll pay a good money.” – Adam started to get used to her strange voice and questions.
He felt his neck stiff and moved his head from side to side until heard a crunch.
– “Hello ... can you hear me?” – interrupting a pause, asked Sarah.
– “Yes, I will sell.” – Adam answered confidently with a bit of sadness.
– “For sure? Then please come to the office earlier. We need to discuss the conditions”. – There was more and more joy in Sarah's voice.
– “Of course, I am a photographer and this is my job. I will come.” – Adam accepted the challenge, continuing to look forward at the icy road.
The snow stopped falling and for the first time the sun came out. Adam stood at the traffic light and again felt the pain in his eyes. Rubbing his eyes, without taking off the glasses, he began to think about how to organize the comfortable schedule for next week, how to prepare an exhibition, how to find time for many meetings.
However, one displaced all these thoughts: “I wonder if I can sleep today?”
你给裸体女人拍过照吗?当时你在想什么?想她美丽的身体,想她的兴奋?想这一独特的时刻将永远留在你的记忆中,让这神圣的身体永垂不朽?又或者,许多年后,看着这张照片,你会有一种愉快的怀旧感?这种感觉可能会让一个成年人流泪,让他觉得自己是一个创造者。
对裸体摄影师作品的浪漫刻板印象,只是一些简单的业余爱好者的幻想。他们感受不到作品的完整和彻底。每张照片都是一个承诺。一个伟大、美丽和独特的承诺。这个职业的美妙之处在于,梦想永远不会成真,每一次你都带着一个希望生活。
这些夜晚都是按计划进行的,多年的经验为拍摄照片的准备工作提供了一个完美的公式。首先是一个想法、一个情节,然后是漫长而艰苦的准备工作,最后是想法的技术实现。通常,准备工作至少需要一周时间。寻找有灵感的想法、购买主题属性、选择模特、合适的拍摄地点等等。所有这些都是为了一张完美的照片
姜黄色的头发闪闪发光,就像火堆旁的库珀。她的身上布满了细小的雀斑,任何观众都会说她苍白的皮肤像月亮一样反射着光芒。毫无疑问,这位模特很专业。这是一眼就能感觉到的。女孩和摄影师都习惯了一起工作,所以他们的二重奏很和谐。她知道自己的身材有多迷人,每一个优美的姿势都证明了这一点。在镜头的注视下,女孩感觉自己就像一位女王,丝毫没有因为赤裸而感到尴尬。
这一次,枪击发生在她家。阳光洒在宽大的床上。她的丝质秀发难以梳理,顽皮的卷发在每一次抚摸后都会翘起。她赤裸身体的曲线凝固了,期待着相机快门的下一次点击。摄影师是一位真正的大师,很少说话,动作自信而准确。多年的实践让他的手动作精准,就像珠宝商的手一样。感受美的能力将机械的摄影过程变成了神奇的舞蹈。每一张照片都比上一张更有味道!摄影师对模特的爱是真诚的,他让自己完全沉浸在这种感觉中长达一个小时。 没有情感的照片是空洞的。此外,美总是在观赏者的眼中,因此,如果没有爱上模特,哪怕是暂时爱上,照片也不会真实。
最后一张照片......最后一次按下快门......是她生命中的最后一次。
清晨,一阵电话铃声惊醒了摄影师。他还不太清醒,感觉肌肉疲劳,喉咙疼痛。早上 6 点 45 分不是严肃谈话的时候,于是他把电话调成静音,转过身去,钻进被子里。亚当是个中年男人,有着典型的外表和非典型的野心。黝黑的姜黄色胡茬已经一周没刮了,椅子上堆满了数不清的衣服。带着许多指纹的镜片就放在他旁边的一个大纸箱里。这个绿眼睛的男人很神秘。你永远不会明白他的真实感受,他的面部表情总是很单调。
在他的生活中,从未出现过睡眠不安的情况。他不知道良心的存在,噩梦也在瞬间消散。亚当的邋遢被他的工作狂和艺术上的完美主义成功地弥补了。手机在雪白的路边石上震动了 10 多分钟。亚当无法假装自己还在睡觉,内心开始焦虑不安。他迅速转过身,抓起手机,撕下了闪电。
“我在听......”--他嘶哑的声音还没准备好对话。
- "请不要挂断电话。我必须告诉你......我们的谈话已经被录音了。我是《每日新闻》的记者萨拉-R.,我有几个问题:你认识艾尔莎多久了?- 记者语速极快,至少无法用任何词语来形容她的独白。
- "这个奇怪的问题从何而来?别给我打电话,我没同意采访"--他的声音终于变得正常了。
- 你知道她的尸体几个小时前被发现了吗?- 莎拉开始提高语调:
- "......你听到了吗?
- “是的,我在听......但我不会发表任何评论。” - 亚当放下电话,把手机调到飞行模式。然后,他坐在床边,开始揉搓疲惫、充满痛苦的眼睛。他在路边石上寻找自己那副破旧的眼镜,用力地呼吸着。胸口传来一阵轻微的疼痛,亚当意识到他今天再也睡不着了。
城市的另一端已经充满了喧嚣。一个寒冷的早晨被一则噩耗打破了,一个美丽的红发女孩的尸体在她自己的公寓里被发现。据推测,谋杀发生在凌晨 2 点左右。
她短暂而光明的一生充满了憧憬和希望,却因脸上中弹而结束。警方找不到任何作案动机和逻辑。艾尔莎没有任何债务或仇人,不赌博,不吸毒。她公寓的门是开着的,尽管如此,所有值钱的东西都放在原处。警方拿走了一台笔记本电脑、一部手机、一台平板电脑和三台专业相机,以分析她的社会关系。很显然,警方将为此案忙碌很长一段时间。但是,现在每个人都想听到答案......
麦克斯驾驶着他赊购的黑色大众 GTi 汽车,行驶在湿滑的道路上。车窗上横七竖八地挂着浮冰,他不得不透过浮冰往外看。他一分钟也不能浪费,因为他必须比警察更快。点燃一支烟,打开车窗后,他的手指瞬间被冰霜冻得通红。麦克斯个子很高。典型的棕眼帅哥,长鼻子,浓密的黑巧克力色头发。细长的手指玩弄着点燃的香烟,像钟摆一样摆动着。这是他的秘密冥想,有助于保持头脑冷静。他必须找出真相,先找出一切,并不惜一切代价实现这一目标。早晨的交通堵塞已经在黑暗的城市中占据了一席之地,在红灯亮起的最后一秒,麦克斯迅速向前驶去。他带着某种目的驱车前往亚当。这位摄影师即使在圈内也是个名人,所以他的地址很好找。
亚当住在城里一个古老而华丽的地方。他在古老的建筑里买了一套雪白的大公寓,但总是一个人住。他穿着普通的大众服装,脚蹬一双旧运动鞋,还有一辆鲜红的阿尔法-罗密欧 “蜘蛛 ”软顶跑车,虽然不是新车,但对于那些对名车一窍不通的女人来说,还是很有吸引力的。他一生都在工作,所以豪华公寓最终变成了普通的单身宿舍。每天都有照片拍摄,消息不断。所有的模特都知道,即使是亚当短短的作品集,也能改变她们的一生。女士们使出浑身解数,努力争取拍摄机会,但摄影师却无动于衷。他不是那种很容易被外形迷住的人,所以当他做出选择时,只有他的特殊喜好才是最重要的。长期以来,艾尔莎一直是他的最爱,但最近,他开始注意到她的内心之火正在从画面中消失,照片变得更加乏味和平庸。
亚当已经喝完了他的第一杯咖啡,决定今天早上不吃早餐,他开始去拿工作所需的设备。在去门口的路上,他发现自己忘了梳头,也忘了穿上一件红色的毛衣。拍摄前的准备工作通常需要 15 分钟左右,虽然他很马虎,但所有必要的工具总是放在一个地方。亚当穿上棕色皮鞋和旧靴袜,突然被突如其来的门铃声吓了一跳。对讲机屏幕上显示的是一个穿着夹克的高个子男人,脸上带着亲切的微笑。
亚当迅速打开门,客人跨过门槛,走进走廊。
- “嘿!我在这里呆几分钟”......--马克斯已经沿着走廊向前走去,环顾了一下雪白的、半空的公寓内部。
- "我不会和你这样的干部交流的。我没有邀请任何人,而你已经在我家里了。我们之间的对话不会有结果的”。- 说着,亚当盯着地板。拍摄必须在 30 分钟后开始。
- "我来这里不是为了无礼。我叫麦克斯,是昨天被杀的艾尔莎......你的模特的父母雇我来的,她和你有很深的感情。因此,不用着急,只要回答几个问题,就可以去你需要去的地方了"--马克斯说着挑了挑眉毛。
- "我没什么好回答的。我与此事无关。请出去吧。” - 亚当走到门口。
- "警察很快就会打电话给你。艾尔莎的最后一条推特上有你的链接。你昨天什么时候离开她的?” - 麦克斯依然很平静。
- "我不会和你或任何人讨论这种私人话题。我是一名摄影师,这是我的工作,我对其他事情都不感兴趣。- 亚当说着打开了门。
- "你要习惯那些跟在你后面,把你说的话都窃取为引子的马屁精。我不在乎你是谁,也不在乎你的工作。在你所有活动的背后,我只看到一个渺小、贪婪和懦弱的人,他的眼睛会变来变去。我看得出你的本性”。- 马克思加大了对话的力度,他的表情显得冷峻而严肃。
摄影师从入口出来,走到他的红色阿尔法轿车前,整理他的工作包。马克斯站在亚当身边,他知道这个人肯定藏了什么。在最后一刻,他冲向了摄影师:
“记住......你不能逃避这件事,你不能逃避你自己。你以为你把自己封闭在公寓里,与世隔绝,这种行为就能捍卫你的名声吗?有些事情是你无法抹去的......即使你保持沉默。- 当亚当上车时,麦克斯无法捕捉到他的视线。漫长的一天已经开始,霜冻的天气退了一步,给讨厌的小雨让出了位置。整座城市似乎都沉浸在黑暗中。
在这样的日子里,人们像往常一样,彼此形同陌路,如果有人死在街道中央,所有人都会漠然而过。这些令人不快的情况给马克斯带来了一些困难,但他并不打算放弃。他知道,警察很快就会对亚当进行监视,到那时,他肯定就无法再进行这样的对话了。
麦克斯在几辆车的距离之外追逐摄影师,就像黑色侦探小说中的情节一样。事实上,这里面没有浪漫主义,只有肮脏、不愉快的工作。经过几个十字路口后,摄影师把车开进了院子,这里是这座城市最大、最受人尊敬的摄影棚之一。亚当没有关上车门,尽管他通常习惯于保证车的安全,但他还是带上了所有值钱的东西,向工作室走去。
麦克斯在拐角处的出口处停了下来,试图抓住最佳的出场时机。这时天空开始下雪而不是下雨,麦克斯感到头开始疼痛,手套箱里有止痛药,麦克斯没有喝水,一下子吞下了两片。几分钟后,他下了车,尽管穿着低调,但他高大的身影还是很容易在人群中分辨出来。大楼的前门是开着的,当马克斯从门卫身边经过时,他甚至没有退缩--每天川流不息的人流让这个人对任何声音都免疫。楼梯附近有一块发光的木板,上面写着工作室的编号,正在工作的工作室则闪着红光。这栋楼只有三层,但对于一个迷失方向的人来说,还是很难找到正确的房间。马克斯决定从上往下找,因为不同鞋子的湿痕都是向上的。沿着陡峭湿滑的台阶爬上三楼后,他已经开始考虑自己未来的发言,亚当的任何一句话都可能改变一些事情,所以他必须找到关键词。
从不同的门里都能听到悦耳的相机咔嚓声和女人的笑声。在创意工作室里,工作一天 24 小时都不会停止。马克斯决定窥探每一扇门,但在此之前,他脱下外套,用湿手理了理头发,擦了擦嘴唇。穿着黑色高尔夫球服的他看起来也像个模特。
小心翼翼地打开第一扇门,他看到一个赤身裸体的棕发女人坐在椅子上。她修长的双腿和丰满的臀部让女人也为之疯狂。休息室的音乐声很大,没有人注意门的声音。年轻男孩尽量表现得专业一些,避免与模特调情,他看起来只有 20 岁...
头还在痛,太阳穴感到压迫。走廊里混杂着一股烟草和薰香的味道,这让他的头增添了一丝眩晕。尽管如此,马克思还是在走廊里走着,听着笑声。许多门都关着,这让情况变得更加复杂。但有一扇门是开着的......一位女摄影师和一位成熟的女士在那里工作。站在暮色中,摄影师试图捕捉模特的激情和忧郁。
在黑暗的走廊尽头(看起来更像是一条隧道),马克斯听到了亚当熟悉而安静的声音... 麦克斯神不知鬼不觉地悄悄走过去,向门口望去。一位金发女郎正在沙发上摆姿势。像糖一样甜。白皙的皮肤与粉红色的腮红形成鲜明对比。由于兴奋,她身上的粉色斑点清晰可见,淡粉色的乳头胀鼓鼓的,凸起一块轻薄的布料。
亚当毫不犹豫地尝试了不同的光线,并抛下了不少短语,他全神贯注。他总是带着几台相机进行拍摄,既有数码相机,也有胶片相机。原来,选择合适的拍摄角度非常困难,所以他的大部分动作都是为了寻找完美的角度,拍摄过程中相机的咔嚓声只响过几次。亚当看了一眼手表,从衣柜里拿出最后一台摄像机,打开后,面部表情瞬间发生了变化。挑了挑眉,他开始浏览画廊,完全忘记了自己的花痴。眼睛的脉动让他摘下眼镜,抓住镜片。
- “出什么事了?” - 模特问道,她娃娃般的声音和她一样甜美。细细的,同时又铿锵有力。
- “我不知道......我不明白......” 亚当感觉很困惑,看着摄像屏幕。
她只是点了点头,抬了抬下巴。
- “我今天不能工作了,”--摄影师的声音低到了最低音,这样的事情从来没有发生过。思绪乱成一团,皮肤开始变得苍白。任何人都能注意到他的身体开始像钟摆一样左右轻微摆动。麦克斯注视着眼前发生的一切,对亚当的担忧感同身受。这一切是如此真实,没有丝毫遮掩。在屏幕上,他看到了一些......让他震惊的东西。麦克斯一动不动地站了大约 3 分钟,等待着这奇怪的停顿被打破。
- 我今天不能工作了......改天再约吧"--亚当怯生生地低声说。
看到他的困惑,模特只是点了点头,然后穿上一件紫色的长袍,躺在她身边。麦克斯决定是时候离开了。
摄影师很快开始收集器材,麦克斯意识到是时候赶紧离开了。亚当迅速收拾好行李,没有发表任何意见。仙女无法系好胸罩,在快速动作中结结巴巴地把钉子弄断了。摄影师犹豫不决,找不到外套,脸上苍白的表情渐渐变成了羞赧。
- “我明天给你打电话”。- 模特用她细细的声音轻声说道。
- “好的。” - 亚当拉了拉外套,自言自语地回答道。
在楼梯上,摄影师意识到今天不会再有工作了。他跳过最后两级台阶,跑过热情地看着电视的门房。
在大城市里,本地新闻总是例行公事:政治、丑闻、事故。但今天是个特殊的日子。所有频道和新闻门户网站都铺天盖地地报道红发模特被谋杀的新闻。当所有人都对这些信息感兴趣时......同样的细节在电视上流传,接受采访的邻居们也分享了他们的说法。
一切都是脱口秀的优良传统。人们喜欢探究,媒体也散布了大量假设。在 Facebook 上,每个人都转发了充满悲伤的帖子,也有人确信美丽的 Elsa 就该有这样悲惨的结局。警方已经通知了这位模特的几位好友,亚当是下一个受害者。一个模特被谋杀的惊人新闻只能与政治竞赛相提并论。在大选前的这段时间里,辩论和政治节目层出不穷,没有什么能阻挡这个肮脏的媒体引擎。今年,两位主要竞争对手尼古拉斯-S 和玛丽昂-J 展开了争夺。两人看起来都是非常可爱的人,似乎要从他们的善行中离开去修道院。
尼古拉斯系统慈善基金会 “回来 ”的主要任务是装备军队。他是一个保守的人,生活在军备竞赛和情结之中。尼古拉斯是所有官僚主义经典陈词滥调的化身。金发碧眼,身材矮小,大腹便便。在辩论中,他的衬衫纽扣有时会弹起,这让人很开心。总是满头大汗,脸颊通红,长着一个小猪鼻子。他似乎是从 50 年代的漫画中走出来的。尽管如此,人们还是支持他,因为他善于发现人们的弱点。慈善也为他的成功做出了巨大贡献。他的目标是进入政治体系,为此,他准备献出自己的生命。
一个非常脆弱的女人反对他,她不像尼古拉斯,不像任何陈词滥调。高挑苗条、聪明快乐的玛丽恩-J.以她的冷静和友善让人着迷。金发碧眼的她扎着整齐的马尾辫,一双蓝眼睛散发着可信的光芒。她总是喜欢浅色。她的精致风格至少被大家讨论过一次。她的日常照片不时出现在流行杂志上。男人们羡慕她珍珠般的微笑和迷人的魅力,而女人则为她的女权主义天性而高兴。她不是那种喜欢大声喧哗的人。她细腻的嗓音显示了她所受的教育--易于消化,同时又令人愉悦。
她是一个甜美的女人,有着与生俱来的演说天赋,她可以滔滔不绝地讲上几个小时,让人听了欲罢不能。在尼古拉斯组织了一个慈善基金会之后,她又成立了自己的 “生命权 ”组织,以支持患病儿童。这是她最具决定性的举动,因为这一步,她得到了大多数人的同情。因此,她不再特别担心选举,尽管她继续参与选举讨论。
麦克斯追着亚当,在风雪中张望,大片大片的雪花袭击着他汽车的挡风玻璃。他意识到,他需要的一切都在那个黑色的小相机里。当麦克斯在考虑如何固定相机的计划时,亚当戴上了车里的耳机,接起了电话。在过去的一个小时里,他接到了好几个警察打来的电话。如果说一开始他很容易就忽略了这些电话,那么现在......在他感觉好多了之后--亚当意识到回避只会加剧他的不安全感。最重要的是,他担心自己的姓名、职业和未来。因此,在接到警察局的第五个电话后,他同意明天上午去拜访他们。今天,他遇到了很多麻烦,几乎耽误了时间。车里没有蓝牙,每次他都不得不拿起电话手动回拨。屏幕上又显示了一个未知用户和 3 个未接来电。
亚当拨通了电话,听到了一个熟悉、尖细而难听的声音。这正是他最近与之交谈过的记者 Sarah R.。与记者沟通的主要困难在于,他们总是会记录谈话内容,任何粗鲁或逃避回答的行为都可能导致粉丝的怀疑或失望。亚当尽可能控制自己的情绪,继续对话:
- 我现在正在开车,讨论这些话题让我很不舒服...... 我只能说明天我要去警察局,因为调查已经开始了。根据法律,我无权向你透露任何事情。”
- "谢谢你能抽出几分钟时间。我刚和你们的一个模特谈过,她和艾尔莎很熟。今天她在你的拍摄现场,告诉我你没有任何解释就离开了,而且行为怪异。请为我们的听众评论一下她的话,我们都在等着呢。” - 莎拉讽刺地说完。
- "听众?你已经在电台工作了吗?“--亚当紧张的笑声语气很明显。
- "不,你是什么......现在,我们正在 YouTube 上直播,有超过 15000 名听众在线。正如我所说的--我们都在等待”。- 不怀好意的语调被严肃的语气所取代。
亚当犹豫了,莎拉也感觉到了这一点。这是摄影师公开生活中的第一桩丑闻,不可能这么容易就完结。在这几秒钟的沉默中,他的脑海中浮现出数百个答案,引擎声和他紧张的咳嗽声被所有人听到。
- "咳咳......我所有的模特都在某种程度上相互认识。我不否认他们中的很多人都认识艾尔莎......咳咳...... 我们都来自同一个沼泽 我的 “奇怪 ”行为,正如你所说......”
- “奇怪......”
- "是的......谢谢。我今天的 “奇怪 ”行为可以解释为我承受了很大的压力,从一大早开始就听到了几十个电话和问题。我不是侦探,也不是警察。我只是个摄影师,这是我的工作,我必须做”。
- "感谢您对我们频道的关注,希望我们能尽快与您见面,进行更长时间的采访。您可以对我们的听众说几句话!” - 莎拉的声音听起来又热切又乐观。
- "嗯 ... 我不知道如何美言,我想表现的一切都通过镜头来完成,所以我很感谢我的每一位追随者对我工作的支持。” - 恐惧逐渐消失,亚当几乎平静下来。很快,连接中断了。此时,他已经快到地方了。
Küsse 咖啡店离市中心很远。年轻情侣和已婚夫妇通常都会在这里聚会。每张桌子都在窗帘后面的独立区域。这里很安静,有着经典的德国室内装饰,没有人喧哗,大家都在忙着自己的事情。
亚当没有把车停在门口,尽管那里有很多空座位。他把车开进了一个半旧的庭院深处,那里几乎所有的东西都被雪覆盖了。马克思保持着距离,决定等摄影师出来。这个地方看起来非常普通,房屋陈旧而脆弱......很难想象他能在这里工作。与此同时,天气越来越糟糕,霜冻让人难以忍受。马克斯不得不一直开着暖气,车内的空气让人窒息。他更想离开这个闷热的空间,因为他觉得非常难受。马克斯把车窗打开了一点,几分钟后,汽车就开进了寒冷的地方。
亚当已经走进了咖啡馆的中门,脖子上挂着一台笔记本电脑和一台相机。麦克斯下了车,迅速跑到门口。门廊很滑,他在上面飞了大约半米,幸好没有摔倒。他感觉腿抽筋了,慢慢地打开了门。
房间里很热,暖气开得很足,香草和烤包子的香甜气味包围着一群游客。大厅中央有一位可爱的女服务员,她立刻建议坐在舒适的 “凉亭 ”里。麦克斯脱下外套,用手捋了捋浓密的棕色头发。
她向他弯下腰,提供饮料。麦克斯瞥了她一眼。浅金色的头发,脆弱的灰白色眼睛,从解开的衬衫中可以看到优美的锁骨。略带风霜的双手纤细而优雅。“这样的女人为什么要做女招待?” - 他的脑海中闪过这样的念头。
麦克斯点了一杯拿铁咖啡,甜美的女孩就消失了。他推开一旁二分之一的黑窗帘,轻松地扫视了一下房间。虽然播放的是某种休闲音乐,但音乐声太大、太吵。有必要搞清楚亚当到底坐在哪里。他起身快步来到吧台,还是那个女孩已经在为他煮咖啡了。显然,咖啡馆里根本没有工作人员。
- 亲爱的,我想请你......把音乐关小点。我头疼得厉害",--马克斯微笑着给了她 10 欧元。
他雪白的笑容让许多女人为之疯狂。他总是以轻蔑的态度对待她们,这种态度为他带来了更大的成功。女服务员接过钱,露出迷人的微笑,并把音乐声降到最低。他回到座位上,继续倾听着小咖啡馆里的每一个声音。“甜心 ”端来了一杯拿铁咖啡和一小块蛋白酥皮。
这时,亚当走了出来,朝厕所的方向走去,离麦克斯很近。这是一个机会。麦克斯推开了女孩,一些牛奶洒在了棕色的破旧桌子上。摄影师凉亭的窗帘开着,里面没有人。桌上只有一台笔记本电脑和一台相机。麦克斯迅速跑上去,拿起相机,非常小心地取出存储卡,屏住呼吸。这已经不是他第一次做这样的事情了,但不知道为什么,今天他的手有些颤抖。迅速回到桌边后,麦克斯喝了一大杯拿铁咖啡,连喝了好几口,手指紧紧地夹着那张卡。他清楚地记得摄影师的反应:困惑和恐惧。无论如何,麦克斯现在是局面的主导者。相反,亚当却变得更加脆弱,也许他已经做好了认罪的准备。
笔记本电脑在车里,留在咖啡馆里也没什么意义。麦克斯穿上深色夹克,把蛋白酥皮扔进嘴里,这是最新鲜的一块,甚至都没有嚼碎。蛋白酥下面有一张女服务员写的小纸条,上面有一个电话号码。麦克斯微微一笑,把纸条放进口袋,走向出口。女服务员已经不在大厅里了。
车里有一台旧笔记本电脑,他决定马上检查一下存储卡。坐到驾驶座上,马克斯先从内兜里找出一包皱巴巴的香烟--抽出一根,深深地吸了一口浓烟,然后用左手打开了笔记本电脑。
伴随着引擎盖下令人不快的敲击声,汽车开始工作。马克斯将一张存储卡插入笔记本电脑,等待着画廊窗口的出现。这台老电脑嗡嗡作响,运行得非常缓慢。最后,一个小窗口出现了,点击一下,整个屏幕上都是赤裸的艾尔莎的照片...... 这些照片不是她经典的模特照,而是活生生的、与众不同的:裸体、自拍、在乡间别墅、在泳池、与朋友在一起,还有......与亚当的视频。
摄影师总是喜欢呆在镜头的另一端......那是大约半年前的傍晚。艾尔莎一丝不挂地躺在一张白色的皱巴巴的床上,双腿分开。她的长发遮住了胸口和肩膀,简直就像被长发包裹着一样。就像一只蝶蛹,梦想着在性爱的狂喜中挣脱束缚。录音中只能听到亚当粗重的呼吸声。他的手沿着她的臀部紧紧抓住。艾尔莎开始用修长的手指自慰,她轻声的呻吟比大声的尖叫更能打动人。
她慢慢地把手指伸进自己的身体,亚当默默地拍下了这一切。她的脸上泛起柔和的粉红色,身体开始颤抖。他把一切都拍了下来,艾尔莎非常有艺术感。第一次高潮过后,她的背部拱起,臀部紧紧地压着。亚当拿着相机弯下腰,把艾尔莎的膝盖拉到一边。他把摄像机放在她的肚子上,轻声说: “小心,别掉了”。录制继续进行,现在只从一个角度拍摄。摄像机随着她的呼吸移动,只拍摄到她颤抖的胸部...... 坚硬的粉红色乳头上下跳动着,尽管艾尔莎试图将摄像机稳定在自己身上,但什么也没拍到。亚当弯下腰,慢慢地舔着她的阴唇。她的阴唇湿润多汁,他像吞水蜜桃一样轻轻地吞下她的阴唇。她的呻吟声越来越大。如果你从旁边听到,你会以为女孩在哭泣。最后,摄像机落了下来,录像中最后可见的是一堵贴着淡黄色墙纸的墙。
愤怒在马克斯的内心滋生,他紧张地绷紧了颧骨。他无法原谅夺走她生命、青春和美丽的人。亚当对艾尔莎的冷漠和无动于衷更让他厌恶自己。他放下酒杯,从口袋里掏出女服务员递过来的一张纸条,然后一手将纸条揉成一团,扔在松软的雪地上。
他凝视着前方,目光空洞。一辆驶过的黑色奔驰把他拉回了现实。他没有在离他很远的地方停车,一个穿着温暖的天蓝色大衣、头上戴着黑色围巾的高个子女人下了车。他只看清了她的部分面孔,但一眼就认出了她......正是那个玛丽恩-J......尼古拉斯-S 快步迈开又短又胖的腿追了上去。他们的司机熄了火,呆在车里。这些人在这种地方干什么呢?
大约有一个小时,麦克斯坐在车里等着有人出现。烟盒里只有一支烟,而日落已经临近。他打开车门,开始用手机的手电筒寻找写有电话号码的纸条。他在雪地上找到了那张纸条,就在他扔纸条的地方。他捡起来,用手指轻轻展开。纸条上的墨迹已经模糊,但电话号码还能看清。他叫她
- 晚上好,亲爱的 我们一小时前刚见过”。- 马克斯拼命地模仿她的兴趣。
- “你这么快就打来电话,真好。” - 她的声音温柔婉转,和她的表情一样。
- “我想邀请你明天共进晚餐,但有一个条件。” - 这样的邀请总是能引起年轻女性的兴趣。
- “我想知道你说的条件是什么?”
- "我开玩笑的......没有条件,只有一个小小的要求。最近,有两个人走进了一家咖啡馆......他们一起在桌边坐下了吗?- 马克斯温柔地问。
- “他们都和一个戴眼镜的男人坐在一起......” - 女服务员说着,用手捂住了电话。
- “谢谢你,我明天给你打电话。” - 麦克斯利索地切断了对话,没有跟他的女士说 “再见”。
外面的天完全黑了下来,雪也停了。一阵强烈的寒风袭来。喉咙痛加上早晨的头痛让人疲惫不堪。马克思开始生病。呼吸变得灼热,关节疼痛难忍,但这一切都不重要。
他必须完成自己的工作。找到所有这些事实之间的共同点。他在车里呆了大约 3 个小时,不知什么时候睡着了。他隐约听到声音和汽车经过的声音。他的双腿麻木,身体紧张地抽搐着,无法入睡。他努力克服疲倦,注视着门口。
门开了,玛丽恩和尼古拉斯一起下了车,并叫来了汽车。
借着夜灯的光亮,马克斯再次认出了她的脸,肯定是她。虽然他的车离得很远,但玛丽恩只瞥了他一眼。
马克思等着奔驰车躲进昏暗的灯笼光里。喉咙开始剧烈疼痛,恶心感也出现了。他想起自己已经一天没吃东西了。他为艾尔莎感到惋惜,为她的美丽感到惋惜。可惜有人决定把它据为己有。现在只剩下照片了。Max 越来越觉得衣服贴在皮肤上,温度也越来越高。眼睛开始疼痛。他经常感到疲倦,尤其是最近。
失眠和头痛成了习惯。失眠后的困倦是一种永久的精神状态。每天早晨,在睡了 3-4 个小时之后,马克斯都要洗个澡,然后 “做个鬼脸”--他喜欢这么说。浴室里总是有很多美容产品和补丁。有一次,他还想当模特赚钱,但第一次被拒绝后就放弃了。经过几个月的消沉后,他决定放弃用 “脸 ”赚钱的尝试,只照顾好自己的 “脸”。这种妥协最清楚地体现了他的自恋本性。有时,他在文章中读到关于新陈代谢的性知识,试图找到自己孤独的原因。他从未爱过任何人,但他完全可以支持这种幻想。
这并没有让他感到很困扰,他只是很想知道自己为什么与其他人不同。这也许是他们与亚当唯一的共同点。
那天晚上,尽管麦克斯的身体状况令人作呕,但他还是决心把一切看到底。他又吃了几片止头痛的药片,像往常一样,不喝水,一动不动地把药片放进嘴里。突然,亚当的车灯照到了他的眼睛。摄影师开出了院子,他把耳机塞进耳朵的样子清晰可见。
一分钟后,麦克斯追了出来。
亚当的屏幕上又显示了几个未接来电;iPhone 的飞行模式在他的生活中是永久性的。他不喜欢喧闹和嘈杂,但总是在做梦,制定计划,对周围发生的一切视而不见。尽管他从事的是创意职业,但他总是非常理性。他有很多女人,心情好的时候会和她们见面,但遗憾的是,她们很少来找他。艾尔莎和许多人一样,对他表示同情。她对他的兴趣从来都不够真诚。
... 显然,是因为害怕把他吓跑。因此,一切都仅限于无聊的玩笑和裸体拍摄带来的轻微兴奋。亚当总是对积极和喧闹的女性感到厌烦。这种快乐的态度与他的实用主义形成了鲜明的对比,简单地说,就是不兴奋。欢声笑语并不性感,他绝不会对这样的女人感兴趣。他总是被冷漠、世俗和沉默所吸引。亚当每天都被叫去约会。年轻时,他可以理智地拒绝,或者干脆无休止地推迟约会,但随着年龄的增长,这种需求消失了,取而代之的是完全的无知。
同样的事情也发生在那个寒冷而令人厌恶的夜晚。三条来自不同模特的未接信息和一条来自莎拉-R 的短信:
“晚上好,亚当。我想邀请你明天随时去面试。
大约需要一个小时。问题只涉及你的创造力,我保证。)
请给我打电话。
萨拉-R”。
亚当犹豫了一下,但最终还是拨通了这个号码。她的节目非常受欢迎,因此尽管压力很大,但还是有很多客人同意来做客。每个人都想得到公众的关注。
- 你好,莎拉。我想提前和你商量一下采访的事。你必须向我保证,你不会挑衅;在这种情况下,我就是你的了”。- 亚当用疲惫的声音说道。
- "我向你保证。给你打电话是我的老计划。您想讨论什么问题?我会用最好的方式准备好一切”。- 记者轻声而专业地问道。
- “嗯......问我下周的展览吧,可能会很有趣......”--亚当的声音瞬间变得开心起来。
- “尽管最近发生了凶杀案,你还要组织这样的活动吗?” - 莎拉惊讶地问。
- "是的......这是我的工作。对了,我们约定 4 点吧,那是个绝佳的时间。”
- "没问题,亚当,如果你觉得舒服的话。我稍后再打电话给你确认。” - 网络开始消失,她的最后一句话他没有听到。
摄影师对明天的成功充满信心,他拐进了工业区。漆黑的街道尽显压抑,整个区域只有几盏灯还亮着。连一个人都见不到。顷刻间,纷纷扬扬的大雪变成了暴风雪,道路上的活动陷于瘫痪。
畏光症开始越来越严重--这是高烧的明显征兆。刺眼的车灯刺痛了他的眼睛,疼痛加剧。他不得不坚持着。马克思的车声很难听到,当地的无线电波还在工作。歌曲间隙播放的政治广告让他感到恶心。然后又是.....:
“生命权慈善基金会 ”给了另一个孩子幸福生活的机会......
马克斯关掉了声音。这么严肃的人怎么会和摄影师联系在一起?他们有什么共同点?玛丽恩和她的主要对手尼古拉斯在一起,这一点也不令人惊讶。这只是证实了马克斯的理论,即所有的政治斗争都只是一场深思熟虑的表演。在现实生活中,这样的人在一起喝咖啡,达成互惠互利的交易,甚至可以包含一些浪漫。
亚当在一个大亭子附近停了下来,那里很容易看到灯光。这一切让麦克斯感到更加紧张。黑暗、亭子...... 风越来越大,挡风玻璃上的雪再次发出噼里啪啦的响声。他在正门旁边停了下来。路边完全被积雪覆盖。
亚当下了车,把相机挂在自己身上。他雪白的皮肤被冰霜灼伤,脸颊立刻变得通红。他弯下腰从后座上取笔记本电脑,后背非常显眼。亚当穿了至少 5 年的衣服,大多数情况下都不合身。他关上车,走了几步,敲了两下破旧的金属门。
麦克斯关掉了车灯和发动机。他看了看熙熙攘攘的摄影师,然后悄悄地离开了,没有关门,因为他不想发出任何声音。一听到老式门锁发出的吱呀声,麦克斯就拼命大喊起来:
- “站住!”
他意识到自己要等他几个小时,但很显然,他已经没有力气了。气温超过了 38 摄氏度,此时此刻,他唯一的愿望就是拿到钱回家睡觉。
亚当转过身来,楞了一下,麦克斯直直地冲向他,看着他的眼睛。摄影师吓得后退了几步。他不是一个喜欢冲突的人,这种压力通常会引起他的恐慌。麦克斯个子比较高,所以他低头看着亚当,抓住了他外套的领子。
- “你怎么解释你存储卡里她的照片?” - 麦克斯把他拉了起来,外套的接缝开始裂开。
- “嗯......怎么解释?” 什么照片?我......什么都不知道。” - 亚当低声说道。
- "所以......要么我们现在就解决这个问题,要么我把这些信息卖给全国所有的媒体。咖啡店的监控摄像头会看到你的存储卡。” - 麦克斯把他拉高了一些,而摄影师则因为害怕偶尔的一拳而闭上了眼睛。
- "咳......咳......好吧,我都给。不用到处打电话,请......咳咳。我有钱。”
麦克斯把他放倒在地。从肾上腺素开始,痛苦被喜悦取代,一股能量流遍全身,增加了力量。在 10 秒钟内,必须制定出苛刻的要求和条件。他脑子里一片混乱。从谋杀案的第一嫌疑人那里拿钱?为什么不 麦克斯从来就没有野心。这将解决他的许多问题。最重要的是,他只想远离这永恒的黑暗、寒冷和债务。脱掉自己身上的旧皮,感觉自己像变了一个人。至少在很长一段时间内,他不会忘记这座城市、这些新闻和这个该死的飞机库。所有忧郁的想法,他都像恼人的苍蝇一样被迅速扔掉了。一阵带着雪花的冷风吹过夹克领口,给他一种清新的感觉。
- “两万欧元现金,我们再也不会见面了”。- 马克斯揉了揉干裂的下嘴唇。
- "这是我所有的积蓄......咳咳 我最近买了一套公寓......咳咳。展览还没结束......我只有这么多了。至少 15 块钱吧,你不会为了这么点钱出卖信息吧?” - 亚当后退了一步,尽管害怕,还是决定讨价还价一下。
- "18,我打烂你那张厚颜无耻的脸。这会让我得到最小的满足。” - 麦克斯的眼睛里闪烁着疯狂的光芒。很明显,他不是在开玩笑。
- “好吧,好吧......咳咳......只能明天了,我没那么多现金。” - 尽管冬日寒霜,亚当的额头上还是布满了汗水。
- "你知道我会找到你的...... 截止日期是明天下午”。- 麦克斯的声音越来越低。粗鲁的对话类似于廉价的美国电影,只是在这种情况下,他们都想快点离开。
- "嗯......明天我的一个模特会来把所有东西......嗯......地址写给我。你能把名片给我吗?这样公平吗?” - 亚当说话的声音开始大了起来。
- "说实话...... 我想离开这里。” - 麦克斯离开摄影师,走向自己的车,紧张地四处张望。
亚当感到全身瘫软,薄薄的雪片落在他的胡子上,立刻融化了。他来不及理解自己是如何陷入这种境地的。不合群、不冲突......成了一个大问题。唯一的希望就是马克思的承诺,虽然这很可笑。一个陌生的、鬼鬼祟祟的人会说实话吗?他会把卡片给他吗?他会把卡乘出来吗?
这是一个棘手的问题,虽然麦克斯病怏怏的样子让人相信他是诚实的,相信他的坦率是可能的。亚当等了一会儿,敲了几下铁门,突然有人给他开了门。
马克斯在车里喊道:
- “我去发短信!” - 说完,他筋疲力尽地拉上了打开的车门。
亚当站在黑暗中,靠近那扇破旧的门,目送着汽车远去。麦克斯意识到,摄影师是一个紧张而自私的人。
他明天撒谎的可能性很小,因为失去好名声的风险太高了。亚当非常了解受欢迎的代价,他梦想着荣耀和世人的钦佩。对他来说,打架斗殴者和怪人都是低人一等的,他们并不受欢迎......他们是无名小卒,社会很快就会抛弃他们。对于摄影师来说,最担心的是自己的名字与任何丑闻混在一起,让观众偏离正题--成为媒体的妓女,甚至更糟糕的是,成为一名博客作者。
马克斯迅速驱车赶往家门口;他没有出车祸,真是个奇迹。他几乎睁不开眼睛,高烧不退,胃部疼痛难忍。进入租住的公寓,他在走廊上就脱掉了外套、高尔夫球服和牛仔裤。马克斯马马虎虎地把东西扔在地上,走到浴室......打开热水,开始紧张地洗脸......水越来越热,直到几乎沸腾。因为水的缘故,他感到手在发烫,但还是做了一些额外的动作,然后用湿漉漉的手在头发上捋了几下。
看着倒影,麦克斯看到了一张苍白的脸,嘴唇干裂发红。他腰酸背痛,想尽快躺下,但胃不允许休息,它痉挛得越来越厉害,所以马克思决定至少煮一碗 “快速 ”燕麦粥。
他把一袋粥倒进杯子里,又加了一些水,中国塑料茶壶里的水已经沸腾了。他的思绪已经远离了这个地方,来到了小岛的某个岸边。吃了几勺后,他走到皱巴巴的外套前,拿起 iPhone 给摄影师发短信。
一句话就把地址发过去,他又吃了三勺像汤一样的燕麦片,拿着手机去了公寓里唯一的房间。典型的单身公寓。房间里有一张大床、一个小衣柜、一张书桌和一把旧办公椅。有些地方的墙纸开始退去,但麦克斯一点也不在乎。
公寓里很凉爽,他拉了两床暖和的毯子。他的头一碰到枕头,就立刻进入了梦乡。麦克斯很久以来第一次感到完全满足和平静地睡着了。
他没有做梦,只是期待着对他所经历的压力的回报。睡梦中,他咳嗽了几声,鼻子里塞满了东西。他弯曲着双腿,盖着毯子睡觉,头部保持着致命的姿势。这是少数几个他没有被无关的声音或噩梦惊醒的夜晚之一。
马克斯通常早上 8 点起床。他吃早饭,练腹肌,跳绳,做面膜。只有在做完这些晨练后,他才开始工作。对他来说,不打破多次重复的行动路线总是很重要的。这是多年来形成的固定时间表。但今天早上,他被门铃吵醒了......
房间里的时钟显示 10:05。他出乎意料地楞了一下,拿起电话--是空号。门铃的声音非常刺耳。马克斯跳起来,穿上挂在椅背上一个星期的蓝色旧睡袍。走在冰冷的地板上,他看着对讲机。在屏幕上,他看到了一个可爱的棕发小女人,穿着一件毛领很厚的夹克。麦克斯试了试门把手,发现自己睡了一夜,门都没锁。女人走了进来:
- 我把你吵醒了。对不起,亚当让我给你带个包裹,拿着......” - 女孩的脸上露出了笑容,她不知道包裹里装的是什么。
- "谢谢你,美女。我已经醒了......” - 麦克斯小心翼翼地接过包裹。
- “我需要从你那里拿几张卡片......”--美女微笑着说,扇动着她长长的睫毛。
- “好的......等一下”--麦克斯开始在地上的外套口袋里翻找。女孩有点尴尬,情况很奇怪。在第二次尝试时,他在内侧口袋里找到了它,并把它给了女孩,还说了一句话:“谢谢你”: - “谢谢你”。
女孩接过卡片,露出了可爱的微笑,转身向门口走去。
马克斯来到厨房。他按下水壶的按钮,坐在椅子上,用第一把短刀割开了黑色的袋子。果然是钱,包装得整整齐齐。他把袋子翻过来,把所有东西都扔到了桌子上。数了数钱,他高兴地叫了起来。很显然,这么点钱并不能改变生活。但对他来说,这只是起点。最重要的是他有机会离开,虽然他还有一件事要做......他很快就把关于他的任何想法都淹没了。这已经不重要了,一切都不重要了......
金额是准确的,没有作弊。在这种情况下,马克思决定给自己冲一杯加柠檬的咖啡。寒冷并没有给他带来太大的困扰,他感觉不到温度,只有喉咙从里面发烫。咖啡十分钟后就煮好了。他把咖啡倒在一个白色的大杯子里,决定从口袋里掏出香烟。夹克还在地上。香烟断了,他只好把它掰成两半。
厨房里一步步充满了烟雾。马克斯很开心,也很平静。完全安静......绝对放松。未来的计划占据了他所有的思绪。麦克斯抬起双腿,伸手去拿躺在地板上的外套,牙齿上咬着一根香烟。
他在口袋底部发现了昨天写有女服务员电话号码的纸条,他小心翼翼地展开纸条,最后把外套和牛仔裤挂在挂钩上。他把香烟放进昨天喝了一半粥的杯子里,然后去找电话。他再次坐在椅子上,略一思索,拨通了电话。与此同时,门铃响了
麦克斯赶紧放下电话,把钱放回黑袋子里,放在厨房窗台的窗帘后面。电话声越来越急促。他系上长袍,打开对讲机,完全惊呆了。对讲机那头是大名鼎鼎的玛丽安-J。
他小心翼翼地打开门,门还没锁。
玛丽安走了过来,静静地看着马克思。她穿着一件粉色的长外套,搭配米色套装,尖头细高跟,颜色乳白,可爱极了。马克思突然想到自己今天连澡都没洗,这让他觉得很不自在。
- “我以为我们不认识”。- 麦克斯大声说,想开个尴尬的玩笑。
- "我们不认识,亲爱的。我接受你的联系方式,是因为我需要了解一些情况......” - 玛丽恩眯起了她那双狐媚的眼睛。
- "你知道...... 我现在什么都不想管,我想去度假”。- 他胆怯地说。
- "我相信,为我工作之后,你会有足够的钱买一套新公寓。我欣赏我的员工和那些工作出色的人。况且,这是一件很严肃的事情。” - 玛丽恩没有脱鞋,甚至没有脱外套,就走进了厨房。
马克斯跟在她身后,有一种他是她的客人的感觉。她强大的能量充满了整个空间。她小心翼翼地坐在椅子上,翘起二郎腿。马里恩注意到餐桌上一片狼藉,环顾了一下厨房。马克斯开始清理空间。写着女服务员电话号码的纸条就在她面前。
- 这是什么?玛丽恩小声问道。
- “呃......就是垃圾。” - 他把纸条和桌上的其他碎屑一起扫到垃圾桶里。
- "我可以给您倒点咖啡吗?我刚煮好......当然,如果你喜欢加柠檬的咖啡的话。马克斯问道,并直视着她的眼睛。
- 为什么不呢?我喜欢一切不寻常的东西。
马克思把杯子放在桌子上,咖啡差点洒出来。即使在这个时候,玛丽恩也很美丽。虽然她并不年轻,但她那莫名的温暖磁性吸引着每一个人。她抿了一口,杯子上印着一个裸色的唇印。很难说她是否喜欢这杯咖啡。
最后,她开始讲述她此行的主要目的...... 这是一段长达十五分钟的独白,无法添加任何评论。她没有问,而是命令该怎么做。她不容拒绝,马克斯不得不像被催眠了一样听着。在她的故事即将结束时,他发现自己觉得她的来访有点奇怪。他开始有点清醒,似乎从恍惚中走了出来。玛丽恩让他从尼古拉斯那里偷一些文件,说他的基金只是为了洗钱而设立的,还有许多奇怪的事实。
这样一个对政治 “厨房 ”了如指掌的名女人,为什么会跑到城市的边缘来寻求一个业余侦探的帮助呢?马克思瞥了一眼空烟盒,玛丽恩把手伸进了毛皮大衣的口袋。
- “要我请你吗?” - 她拿出一包香烟问道。
- “我不会拒绝的;”--马克思掏出一支烟,把手移到窗台上拿打火机。点燃香烟,深吸一口后,他问道: “你不陪我吗?”
- “我昨天戒烟了。” - 玛丽恩说着,语气转为平静。
她不停地说着,大部分时间都是在闲聊。关于政治,关于选举,关于有多少人想用她的名字,尽管她努力做到诚实地做每一件事,这与许多人不同。突然,马克斯咳嗽了一声,同时试图道歉。他跑到水池边,开始直接喝水龙头里的水。咳嗽声越来越大,他的眼前开始发黑,后脑勺冒出了冷汗。他双手紧紧抓住水池,一句话也说不出来,只是喘着粗气。
- "我看你不舒服。你在寒冷的室外待了很长时间”。- 事情就是这样。“看来你需要躺下。”
他闭上眼睛,慢慢陷入黑暗。在疼痛和抽搐中,他听到有人进屋的声音,透过面纱,他看到了一个戴帽子的男人。在远处,马克思听到了玛丽恩高跟鞋的嗒嗒声。那一刻他在想什么?他永远不会去海边?想不和女服务员说话?还是他们为什么要这样对他?不过,麦克斯并没有去想最后一个问题,因为那是他的假名字。
听到 iPhone 最后一次响起,他的心跳停止了。她很可爱......那些女服务员...
三天前
艾尔莎是个轻浮的人,对所有事情都抱着随遇而安的态度,即使是与工作有关的事情也不例外。可能是注意力不集中和幼稚阻碍了她的事业。一个活泼开朗、精力充沛、做事拖拉的女孩被男人们当成了理想对象。她的模特生涯开始得很突然,就像她的生命结束得很突然一样。有人把她推荐给一个摄影师,然后又推荐给另一个,到了月底,她就有了自己的作品集,虽然都是些低质量的照片。虽然都是些低质量的照片,但都是艳照、几张接近色情的裸照......所有这些都是为了支付账单。她并不敏感,这是她的强项。
关于亚当,她从一位模特那里打听到了一些消息。因为每个人都知道,如果亚当给一个女孩拍了几张照片,那就意味着她有什么特别之处。甚至一些模特公司也听从他的选择。他真的很有品味。他总是选择高挑、苗条、长发的女孩。任何调整都是令人厌恶的,需要长时间的修饰。
Elsa 在 Instagram 上给他写了大约一个月的信。她发送了自己所有的照片,恳求与他见面。在长时间的沉默之后,她改变了策略,开始崇拜他的创作技巧,这让他的风格如此具有辨识度。当希望几乎为零时,她写道
很遗憾,我无法引起你的兴趣。如果能与您合作,将是我莫大的荣幸。也是我骄傲的理由。也许您会同意商业拍摄。请写下您的价格,我已经做好了一切准备。
几天后,她终于见到了期待已久的 “你好”。
他真的像一个高级专业人员一样工作,从不浪费时间;所有空洞的对话都是为了达到让模特放松的目的。他不太可能对某个人感兴趣。他们很快就找到了共同语言,因为这足以让他言听计从。
在他的生活中,亚当曾多次组织过随机拍照,毕竟摆姿势和拍摄绝对是同一项技能,而且并不是所有模特都能完美地完成这项任务。艾尔莎的天赋显而易见,虽然她还年轻,没有摆姿势的经验,但她对镜头的感觉很好,知道自己最好的一面。Adam 温柔地称她为 “小鸟”。因为她的情绪化和大惊小怪。
他唤起了她的某种情感,很难称之为 “爱”......更确切地说,只是一种找不到出路的累积的爱慕。这些感情很容易让人混淆。一开始,她欠下了巨额债务,但与亚当合作得越多,她收到的工作邀请就越多。
在她被谋杀的前三天,又发生了一起枪击案。那天,亚当想拍一组随意的床照,展示她是如何玩弄自己华丽的姜黄色头发的。这一切都发生在她的公寓里,一张铺着绿色薄毯的大床上。晚上一切都很平常,工作进行得很顺利,直到他的一台相机没电了。
亚当很不高兴,他把相机放在最近的插座上充电,然后又拿了一个去工作。艾尔莎的思绪飘得很远,她一直在想如何正确地向他表达自己的同情,如何邀请他约会,但却找不到合适的词句。他们多次在他的活动中度过,但这对他来说毫无意义。由于某种原因,他们的一次性行为让他们之间的距离越来越远,她感觉到亚当对她慢慢失去了兴趣。她脑海中浮现出任何一个场景,他都会惊恐地从她的公寓跑开,然后不回任何信息。所以她决定保持沉默。让一切保持不变。
他的 iPhone 就放在镜子旁边的椅子上,不停地闪烁着明亮的信号。头 30 分钟,他成功地忽略了它,但后来他怀疑出了大事。亚当向埃尔莎从上到下挥了挥手,在他们的语言中,这意味着放松,然后拿着手机走到走廊上。躺在床上的艾尔莎听到手机里传来低沉的女声,以及亚当简短的回答。然后他回到卧室,开始收拾相机。
- 别难过,伯德,后天我们就可以完成拍摄了。我得走了,对不起。”
- “请别忘了我”。- 艾尔莎带着迷人的微笑说道。
她穿上了一件白色丝绸长袍,顽皮的头发让长袍有点带电,贴在背后。亚当穿上外套,她三下五除二就打开了紧锁。离开公寓时,亚当微笑着说了声 “再见”。艾尔莎锁上了门。回到房间后,她脱下长袍。她喜欢光着身子走路。她抱着双腿坐在床上,看着笔记本电脑。突然,她注意到亚当忘在房间里的一个摄像头。带着孩子般的好奇心,她拿起相机打开了相册。
她有最后一张照片。不知道为什么,这些照片比平时更难看了,多出来的 3 公斤清晰可见,Elsa 发誓要减肥。她坐在床上,开始继续翻看...... 这么多平庸的女孩,没有表情,平淡无奇......比她差多了。她一张一张地检查相框,直到照片变成黑白。这些照片与他的经典作品完全不同。一个奇怪的破旧房间,一盏昏暗的灯,一个戴着皮革面具的裸体女人。她穿着背带和高跟鞋。这些照片绝对不是艺术,而是完全的低俗。模特没有像往常一样遮住私密部位。胸部清晰可见,双腿分开。不可能不注意到她的粗俗外形。
在第三张照片中,她已经没有戴面具,四肢站立......Elsa 的脸惊呆了。她认出了她。这肯定是 Marion J. 。
艾尔莎继续往下看,所有的疑虑都消失了。这个城市的核心政治人物竟然是个简单的变态。“哦,你这个荡妇”--艾尔莎轻声说道。亚当并不拒绝任何工作,他从不让金钱擦肩而过,并巧妙地根据任何情况调整自己的才能。
艾尔莎拿起电话,迅速拨通了她的情人迈克尔的电话。他们的共同爱好是性和对金钱的渴望。他们都美丽、年轻,而且贪得无厌。可惜他们之间没有爱情,他们太相似了。大约一年前,他们在酒吧相遇 他走过来对她说: “你好,亲爱的”
他身材高大,非常英俊,充满诱惑力,而且很傲慢。他喜欢用不同的名字介绍自己。亚历克斯(Alex)、里奥(Leo)、马克斯(Max)是他最喜欢的三位一体的名字,不过根据他的护照,他的名字叫迈克尔(Michael)。也许他在躲避什么人,或者只是患有一种病态的欺骗欲望,总是很容易与女孩沟通。
她把一切都告诉了他,因为她觉得自己的意外发现很有前景。在谈话过程中,迈克尔语焉不详,并提出明天见面。Elsa 刚说完,门铃就响了。她感到压力骤增,恐慌显而易见。她必须做出决定。在床底下,她的旧相机和垃圾放在一起,门铃响得很刺耳,此时她决定换存储卡。床边的地板上有一杯水,她把水倒在胸前,穿上睡袍,把亚当的相机放回充电状态。打开厚重的房门,她露出惊讶的表情:
- “我在洗澡,出什么事了?” - 亚当站在她面前,脸颊通红,呼吸沉重。很明显,他跑上了楼梯。
- “我忘带相机了,伯德......拿给我”。- 疲惫不堪的亚当温柔地说。
艾尔莎笑了笑,努力掩饰住双手的颤抖,把相机拿了回来。亚当道了谢,匆匆跑下楼去。她只希望亚当今天不要转动相机。
第二天,她和迈克尔看着照片,讨论着敲诈计划。方案有很多:把照片打印出来,悄悄寄给玛丽恩-J,迈克尔可以介绍自己是快递员。或者,尝试扮演侦探的角色,与玛丽昂一起赚取关于敲诈者的信息。他的所有想法都导致了一个事实,那就是他将拿走那张卡片。艾尔莎不喜欢这样。她知道他随时都会离开她,只为了自己赚钱。他们的会面在冲突中结束了,最后迈克尔用手摸了摸自己的头发,心情不好地离开了。
艾尔莎回到家里,一整天都没有和任何人说话。她独自思考着如何实施这个计划。她想了很久,没有必要给迈克尔打电话,他可以要钱...... 临近晚上,她决定用新注册的邮箱写一封信,并附上一张照片:
“晚上好,我知道这封信会让你心烦意乱,但我想你不希望出现问题。我个人并不讨厌你,我只是想和你达成协议。我稍后会把我的电话号码发给你。”
那天晚上,艾尔莎睡着了,她期待着谈判,想着自己可能会得到多少。不幸的是,她有限的头脑和狭隘的思维方式和她玩了一场糟糕的游戏。一天后,在与亚当拍摄完最后一张照片后,她死了。
玛丽昂-J.是个盛气凌人的女人,每个人都对她又敬又畏。她从来不会无缘无故地露出任何污点,但如果原因很严重,她会烧毁周围的一切。当人们谈论权力时,通常意识不到它的严重性。权力如果不被滥用,就会失去魅力。谁是霸道的人?就是把一切都控制在自己手中的人,最好不要与这样的人竞争,因为你总是会输。玛丽昂到处都有关系:在警察局、法院,证人被买卖。但她从不疯狂地使用自己的权力,一切都是有计划的,她绝不会感情用事,迈出无用的一步。
那天晚上,门铃响了,艾尔莎没有睡觉,迅速站了起来。她没有对讲机,于是就等着门外有人自称是警察。她打开门,看到一个戴着芥末色帽子的矮小瘦弱的男人。他冷漠空洞的眼神让她非常害怕,她本能地觉得自己是个受害者。艾尔莎头皮发麻,不敢动弹,这个男人即使背着手也散发着危险的气息。他跨过门槛,关上门,举起左手......埃尔莎看到了一把装有消音器的枪。男人用右手掐住她的脖子,但没有用力。他用枪顶着她的太阳穴,悄声问道:她把照片藏在哪里了?艾尔莎开始惊慌失措,她意识到要脱身并不容易。
她只是用手指了指躺在毯子上被调包的笔记本电脑。男人让她躺在床上别动。“如果我听到你的任何声音,你就死定了”--他傲慢地低声说道。枪还在他手里;他坐在椅子上,把笔记本电脑放在膝盖上。大约 3 分钟后,该男子拿出那张卡,放进他的旧牛仔裤口袋里,然后合上笔记本电脑。他坐下来,放松地坐在椅子上,吸了吸鼻子。
- "就这些?- 模特压抑着歇斯底里的呼吸急促问道。
- “是的...... ”戴鸭舌帽的男人闭上了嘴,突然朝她的脸开了一枪。
绿色的床罩每一秒都变成了酒红色,越来越多。
戴鸭舌帽的男人带着完全空虚的灵魂离开了公寓。他对任何人都没有同情心,只是做着机器的工作。跨过门槛后,他没有关上公寓的门,默默地下了楼。凌晨 5 点左右,楼上的一位老邻居发现了她,准确地说,是他的狗发现了她。在下楼的途中,狗闻到了什么气味,并向敞开的门走去。稍后,警察会和所有邻居谈话,并在协议书上写道,他们都睡了,什么也没听见,住在隔壁的老太太疯了。
玛丽恩离开迈克尔的公寓时,心里完全平静了下来。她从一开始就知道他是谁,也知道他在理论上能做什么。亚当告诉她,他给迈克尔钱是因为勒索者袭击了他,但玛丽恩一句话也没对他说。
一小时后,玛丽恩来到了新的拍摄地点。今天,她又成了一名模特。简陋的机库里非常寒冷,周围有暖气。玛丽恩用绒布做了很久的头发。两声敲门声......一个戴帽子的男人打开了吱呀作响的门。亚当带着所有相机,心情不错地来了。他真诚地微笑着说 “你好”,然后开始曝光。然后,玛丽恩把他的注意力吸引到旁边的小沙发上,沙发上放着一个装钱的黑色袋子。
- 这是你的......” - 亚当感受到了一次难以置信的情感高潮。玛丽恩对他表示了真诚的同情。
- "非常感谢你......你知道,从现在起,我会免费为你拍照。你解决了我很多问题。特别是今天的警察”。- 亚当的脸上第一次露出了真正的喜悦。
- 不,我会付钱的。免费工作没有热情”。- 她幽默地说。
亚当继续调整光线,这时玛丽恩靠近他的后背,轻轻地抚摸着他的脖子。摄影师没想到会有如此亲密的接触,不禁有些尴尬。
- “这也是你的”。- 玛丽恩张开手,掌心里有一张存储卡。- “我很感激我的人,所以不要再惹我生气了。” - 她的语气极为严肃。
亚当紧张地吞了吞口水,说道:
“再也不会......咳......谢谢。”
拍摄开始了,花了一个多小时。今天,她全裸,头发蓬松,涂着深色口红。
在驾驶红色阿尔法-罗密欧返回的路上,亚当突然明白了一切。他意识到自己掉进了一个多么可怕的陷阱。出乎意料的是,他想起了迈克尔的那句话:“有些东西你再也抹不掉了”--他在记忆中听到了迈克尔的声音。从现在开始,他无法拒绝玛丽恩。他终于成了 “她的男人”。想了大约 10 分钟后,他很快抛开了这些恼人的想法。他还没来得及打招呼,莎拉已经开始聊天了:
- 下午好,亚当!你还记得我们两个小时后有个面试吗?你好吗?- 她兴高采烈地问道。
- "你......我当然没忘。我会准时到的。一切都很好。- “一切 ”一词指的是亚当心中的永久状态。
- 我不会把这段对话录下来。我给你准备了一份特别的礼物"......--莎拉开始像一只鬼鬼祟祟的狐狸。
- “是什么?” - 摄影师饶有兴趣地问道。
- 大家都知道,你是最后一个为 Elsa 拍照的人。你能把这些照片卖给我们公司吗?我们会付一大笔钱的。” - 亚当开始习惯她奇怪的声音和问题。
他感到脖子僵硬,头左右摇晃,直到听到一声清脆的响声。
- "喂......你能听到我吗?- 停顿了一下,莎拉问道。
- “是的,我会卖。” - 亚当自信地回答,带着几分忧伤。
- "确定吗?那请早点来办公室。我们需要讨论一下条件”。- 莎拉的声音越来越喜悦。
- "当然,我是摄影师,这是我的工作。我会来的”。- 亚当接受了挑战,继续注视着前方结冰的道路。
雪停了,太阳第一次出来了。亚当站在红绿灯前,再次感到眼睛疼痛。他揉了揉眼睛,没有摘下眼镜,开始思考如何安排下周舒适的日程,如何准备展览,如何抽出时间参加许多会议。
然而,一个想法取代了所有这些想法: “不知道今天能不能睡个好觉?
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