A Transformation

A Transformation
A Transformation

In everyday life, I’m an ordinary man – another part of the faceless crowd that flows along the streets, with my own bugs, fears, problems and bad habits... Yet, once I pick up a camera, I get transformed in a way I myself find hard to grasp and explain. In fact, the photo shoot turns me into a totally different person.

All thoughts, emotions, feelings and other resources are aimed at creating a perfect shot, releasing in me a real perfectionist. Routine issues and extraneous thoughts cease to exist for me. I get so much involved in filming that I don’t see anything around... It’s just photography that’s here and now. I seem to look at the filmed object through a camera lens and notice the smallest details... At such moments, I think that time stands still...

I often feel empty after the photo shoot – as if I gave my whole self to this process. My physical condition can be compared to a gym session – totally exhausted. I call this feeling “a pleasant fatigue”. It’s like a small payment for the beauty I create in this condition.

The final shot, and the camera is off... Everything becomes the same...

In everyday life, I’m an ordinary man – another part of the faceless crowd that flows along the streets, with my own bugs, fears, problems and bad habits... Yet, once I pick up a camera, I get transformed in a way I myself find hard to grasp and explain. In fact, the photo shoot turns me into a totally different person.

All thoughts, emotions, feelings and other resources are aimed at creating a perfect shot, releasing in me a real perfectionist. Routine issues and extraneous thoughts cease to exist for me. I get so much involved in filming that I don’t see anything around... It’s just photography that’s here and now. I seem to look at the filmed object through a camera lens and notice the smallest details... At such moments, I think that time stands still...

I often feel empty after the photo shoot – as if I gave my whole self to this process. My physical condition can be compared to a gym session – totally exhausted. I call this feeling “a pleasant fatigue”. It’s like a small payment for the beauty I create in this condition.

The final shot, and the camera is off... Everything becomes the same...

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